Bildungsromans; Families -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New England -- Fiction
“I’ll flog you within an inch of your life!”
“Don’t do it, dad! It’ll only make things worse.”
There was a queer ring in the boy’s voice. Johnathan was so totally and
completely taken aback he was weak all over. His own son!—in his own
house!—openly defying him!—declaring bluntly and boldly that he, the
father, was not to have perfect obedience in all things.
“My son, don’t have me call down the curse of God upon you! It will
follow you all the days of your life.”
“You don’t have to call down anything, Pa. You’re trying to make me give
up the only thing I know how to do and do well. You haven’t any right to
do it. I know you haven’t. I _feel_ it. I can write good enough to get
published. So I’m going on. I don’t believe you know what’s good for me
at all, or you wouldn’t ask it. Instead of helping me in the fog, you’re
only making it worse.”
“You miserable, little——”
“I’m going to be twenty-one in just four years more. I’m going to boss
my own life then. You can lick me now if you want. But if you do—for
just wanting to keep on with the thing I can do best and easiest and
like to do—I’ve pretty near made up my mind I’m going to run away—where
you can’t find me till I’m twenty-one. And I’m never coming back.”
“God’s curses——”
“I don’t believe God curses any one, Pa. He’s too busy running the stars
and suns and—heaven—to care whether I like poetry or you want me to be a
business man.”
“And you’d—stand up to your father—like this——?”
“When I don’t think I’ve done any wrong, yes.”
“I’ll thrash you——”
“All right, Pa. Only to-morrow morning I won’t be here. You’ll never do
it again.”
“I’ll have the law on you and fetch you back!”
“The law’ll never know where I am—to fetch me back.”
For the first time, Johnathan stood checkmate. That queer, hard ring in
his incorrigible son’s voice told him subconsciously that he was close
to the end of seventeen years of bullying.
Such a thing had never happened before. His wife had fought with him,
indeed, but it had always been a “chewing match.” Though he had never
struck her, the fact remained that he could strike her and beat her up
thoroughly, if he chose. He had a feeling, however, that if he went
beyond a certain point with Nathan, the devil had hold of his son’s soul
just hard enough so that Johnathan might encounter the distressing
predicament of not being able to come off victor. Nathan had whipped the
Plumb fellow. The Plumb fellow was larger than Johnathan. In popular
parlance, Johnathan was rather “up against it.”
The father did a strange thing. He arose abruptly, turned and walked
from the room. Nathan heard him pass through the hall, out the front
door, across the veranda and down the steps.
Why had he gone? Where was he headed? This silent, abrupt, unexplained,
ominous departure unnerved the lad more than any commencement of fistic
hostilities.
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