Bildungsromans; Families -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New England -- Fiction
She stole down the deck-like Summit House verandas, one by one, down the
weather-mellowed and unpainted steps, and wandered off to the lower
point of ledge at the south of that summit plateau. The Connecticut
valley was far-flung at her feet, already hazy with dew-fog and
twinkling with the first lamps of evening.
Hushed, peaceful, lofty, that place was,—serene, like the hour. The
western afterglow was dying into lead. The sky—always finer and vaster
from a mountain height—seemed a mammoth arch of sapphire porcelain where
a low-hung evening star in the clear southwest shared ephemeral honors
with a chaste new moon.
Madelaine stood for a time with her figure in silhouette against the
south, far out on the point of rock, raised in spirit above the world.
The night wind, warm and river-moistened, blew up from vistaed lowlands,
rippled her accordion skirt and raised pretty havoc with her hair. Her
hands were thrust in the pockets of her sweater-coat, a sinuous
protection of old-rose silk. She drank deeply of the night wind. She was
thankful for the solitude.
The world was very beautiful in these first clear hours of early
evening. She sank down after a time on the rock, gathering skirts about
fragile ankles. She rested an elbow on a knee, a cheek in a shapely
hand. And fancy wandered.
Faint, disturbing yearnings had throbbed in the girl’s body of late—her
hunger for an Unknown Something was gradually changing—assuming
a different aspect. There were times when she wanted to
love—overwhelmingly—every one and everything in the world. Then she
hated the world for its crudities and shrank from the monstrosities
which shocked her on every hand.
Why did people remark—and keep on remarking—that she was “different”?
Wherein was she different?
In so far as her school life developed, she played tennis, gave
chafing-dish parties, went canoeing and handled the canoe herself, was
officer and active worker in most of the school societies. She was
versatile without being prodigal. Yet through all her activities ran
that same thread of dark-eyed observation,—poise, self-conservation
without repression, the intuitive ability to be ever the spectator while
also the participant.
The other girls frankly “did not know what to make of her.” Yet when
they were in difficulty or desired help on matters they were restrained
from carrying to their elders, they sought out Madelaine Theddon as
straight as a homing bee.
Up and down the slope at her left, the mountain cable-cars kept steep
and endless shuttling. At her feet the serried lights of Holyoke
Highlands brightened. Far to the south the concentration of radiance she
knew to be Springfield glowed clearer on the horizon. Yet none of these,
nor the stars, nor the fresh new moon, held the attraction of those dots
of brave, optimistic twinkle where isolated homes were scattered upon
the face of a night-shrouded valley floor. Was that it—the thing that
troubled her—the lights of other people’s homes?
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