Bildungsromans; Families -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New England -- Fiction
“Go away as if we didn’t mind—as if we agreed to the separation. But
I’ll find some one in town to whom you can mail your letters—who’ll slip
them safely to me without dad knowing. We can write——”
“Nathan, are you so weak, so under your father’s thumb, that you’re
afraid to outwit him?”
“No,” the other whispered. “I’m not.” And he spoke the truth. “I love
you, dear. I told you that before.”
“Do you think it’s easy for me to go?” The girl’s voice was tight with
pain. What was it she feared? What had happened that night, affecting
them both so vitally?
“No easier than it is for me to stay. It’s always hardest for the one
who stays, Carrie!”
“You’re a man! Such things mean more to a woman than a man.” They had
both traveled far from the night they had talked drivel in the Cuttner
sitting room.
“It seems to me the right thing to do, Carrie. There’s really nothing
else!”
The girl left his arms. She went to the door. With hands on hips, she
stood looking out.
“I see—you don’t love me—as much as I thought you did!” she said
bitterly.
“Carrie!” The boy’s cry rang sharp. “Don’t say that! Don’t!”
“What else can I say?”
“Carrie! I——”
“Let’s go home, Nathan. It must be almost morning!”
He came around in front of her. He laid tender hands upon her shoulders.
He forced her to look up into his drawn young face.
She suffered it, yet brokenly. She had lifted back a veil from the
vestal treasures of her Inner Shrine and he had mocked those treasures
somehow. So she believed.
“Carrie,” he promised, “I’ll wait for you, I’ll work for you, I’ll plan
for you, I’ll bend all my effort and all my life to make you happy. And
it will be very sweet when it comes, dear,—very sweet.”
Her eyes blinked at him several times in the dusk. She turned her face
away without answering, off toward that distant arc lamp across the
acres of rain-washed rushes.
“I’ll go!” she said in a strained voice. Then she hung her head
suddenly.
Nathan raised her face again and drew her to him. Their lips met. But
the perturbed boy suddenly shuddered. Carol’s lips were cold,
unresponsive.
The boy’s joints were stiff. There was a bitter, brackish taste in his
mouth. His head throbbed from lack of sleep. But from his finger he
slipped a small bloodstone ring he had purchased the week following the
“strike” with the first big money he had ever owned. He found the girl’s
left hand. It was cold, lifeless. But the ring fitted her finger. He
kissed it.
“Let it stay there dear—until—until——”
The girl turned away. At the door again she stood looking out. Around
and around on her finger she turned the ring.
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