Bildungsromans; Families -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New England -- Fiction
They stole forth from the building and yard. And vivid to Nathan came
memory of another day back in younger boyhood when he had stolen forth
so from a wood,—back to a picnic ground, wondering why he was not
entirely happy, why the kisses of a girl had become cloying and
tasteless. Only with this difference: there was no father now to meet
and flog him.
Carol went ahead. They had to pick their way carefully or sink
ankle-deep in mire. The town still slept but it had changed somehow. It
had changed.
No further word was spoken until the Cuttner gate.
The girl shuddered when with a proprietary right the boy took her in his
arms for the final embrace.
“Oh, Natie!” she cried huskily, “you’ll never, never know!”
“Know what, dear?”
“I can’t tell you! You wouldn’t understand. Good-by, dear! It’s—it’s
getting light and some of the neighbors might see us.”
She had never remarked upon this before.
“When will you be leaving, dear?” he asked when he could trust himself
to speak.
“On the eleven o’clock, probably.” It was a spiritless answer. “There’s
no use for me waiting around—if I’m really going.”
“But, Carrie! Don’t take it that way! Don’t act as if I were sending you
off.”
“What else are you doing, Nathan? Good night, dear. I’ve got to go in!
It’s getting lighter and lighter.”
“I’ll be at the station to see you off if I have to lock dad in a closet
to do it!”
“Your dad! I hope he’ll feel satisfied with what he’s done! He’s made a
good job of it—and you!”
Up the steps she crept stealthily and into the house. Though she waved
him good-by at the door, the boy was miserable. But she was gone and
nothing remained but for him to go also.
The Forge box-shop was never notable thereafter for any untoward
spiritualistic phenomena.
VII
It rained that morning. A steady drizzle continued to fall in the
aftermath of the thunderstorm. At the breakfast table Nathan had looked
his father straight in the eye and announced:
“Dad, Carol Gardner’s leaving town for Ohio this morning. I’m going down
to see her off!”
Johnathan was angered by the way his son spoke. But he decided, after
all, he could afford to be magnanimous. A boy Nat’s age ought to begin
to have a few privileges.
“I understand,” the father answered. And he prepared to leave for the
shop as though it was quite the usual thing.
So Nathan went to the depot to spend a last few minutes—wildly sweet,
bitterly poignant—with the first girl he had loved with the maturing
affection of a man.
The clouds never dripped a more depressing, groggy rain. The station
platform was a long, greasy puddle. Bobbing umbrellas were everywhere as
the down train to the junction pulled in.
“Well Carrie—good-by,” he said at last.
“Good-by, Nathan,” she answered.
“Till we meet again.”
“Yes! Till we meet again!”
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