Bildungsromans; Families -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New England -- Fiction
Nathan laid over on the rain-wet grass and hid his face in his hands.
After a time he sat up and asked as men ask after drifting for weeks on
an open sea:
“Billy, do you suppose it would do any good to pray?”
I considered this.
“Yes,” I said devoutly, relievedly; “let’s pray about it!”
“Who’ll pray, Billy, you or me? You pray!”
“No—you!” I argued. “You did the kissin’!”
“All right,” said Nathan brokenly. “But what’ll I say?”
“I’d ask God first to forgive the sin of it. Then I’d beseech Him to
show us a way out—because we’re sorry—terribly sorry—and a way out is
what we need most.”
Again Nathan considered, ashen-faced, biting his nails until the blood
came. Then two distraught boys, hatless, their clothing bedaubed and
briar-torn, facing the most hideous dilemma thus far in their lives,
knelt in the shower-washed alders. Earnestly they besought aid from the
giver of every good and perfect gift.
“Oh, God,” prayed Nathan, “we have sinned—we have sinned—against heaven
and against Thee. Lord, we have kissed—we have kissed—no, _I_ have
kissed—a g-g-girl—and her father, Mr. Caleb M. Gridley, who runs the
tannery here in Paris—he caught us!”
Nathan paused. He was very near sobbing. His voice broke several times
in attempts to continue, striving to remember orthodox forms of divine
supplication which might be appropriate for the present situation.
“He—he—he caught us, oh, God!” went on Nathan. “Oh, God, we beseech
Thee—we beseech Thee—not to wreak Thy anger upon us, nor visit us with
Thy displeasure—displeasure. Hear our prayers, we pray Thee—we pray
Thee—and have compassion upon us—upon us. Mr. C. M. Gridley is mad at my
father anyhow, over a suit for some leather that ain’t never been
settled up, and now that he knows I’ve kissed his daughter, he’ll
probably get action on collection. Mr. John H. Forge, my father, will
wreck his displeasure on me, his son. Oh, God, we didn’t mean to do it,
God,—that is, we meant to do it but didn’t mean to get caught. Therefore
shield and protect us in Thy infinite mercy, oh, God, and turn not Thine
ear from us—Thine ear from us. Lead us not into temptation but deliver
us from evil; for Thine is the power and the glory forever. Amen!”
Nathan turned quickly, anxiously.
“Did I say enough?” he demanded. “I suppose I might have laid it on
stronger.”
I held some such idea, but it was unethical and inappropriate now to
return and reopen the prayer. I said God was assumed to know everything
and inferred that undoubtedly He realized the exigency of the present
circumstances anyhow.
“What’ll we do now?” Nathan next asked. “Had we better go west?”
“No,” I finally decided. “Let’s wait and see how the prayer takes hold.
The Bible says ‘Knock and ye shall find; seek and it shall be opened
unto you’. I say we trust Him.”
“You mean go home?”
“Well, we can sort of sneak up and see what’s happened. And if the
prayer don’t do nothin’ then we can think about going west afterward.”
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