England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Rees told him the whole story faithfully, not withholding the record
of his own shame and astonishment, and the mortifying derision with
which the earl had received his proposals. He had expected sympathy,
he had expected a kindly palliation of his own fault. But he was not
prepared for the torrent of outraged amazement with which Goodhare
heard the account of Lord St. Austell’s behavior.
The librarian walked to and fro on the hearth-rug, which was the
longest promenade his tiny sitting-room afforded.
“To think that he, of all men, after the admiration he always
expressed for you, the hints which he has frequently given about the
handsome manner in which he intended to provide for you”--here Rees
looked up in surprise,--“that he should treat you in this manner, as
if you were his inferior! I cannot understand it! I always imagined
him to be a man of right feeling and noble instincts, incapable of
outraging the feelings of a man poorer than himself.”
“Well,” said Rees, who, now that his own cause was espoused so hotly,
could afford to be magnanimous, “money makes the one great difference
now, you know, as Lord St. Austell has said himself a dozen times.”
Amos stopped suddenly in the centre of the hearth-rug.
“If you could only, some day, get rich, make a fortune, and come back
and see him anxious for you to renew your proposal! What a revenge
that would be for you!”
The young man looked at him dubiously. Even to the excitable brain of
twenty-three, that seemed a fantastic and melodramatic idea.
“Yes,” he answered, rather drily, “but fortunes are not picked up in
the roads.”
“Not often,” assented Amos, watching him. “Yet still I have heard of
money being picked up in strange ways.”
“It isn’t likely to come much in my way, though, unless indeed I eat
humble pie, and beg his lordship to give me the--the place, I suppose
you call it, which I refused to-day so contemptuously.”
“And are you really ready to do that?” asked Amos, in a tone so full
of scorn that the weak and sensitive lad writhed under it.
“As ready as I am to starve, perhaps,” answered he, reddening.
“But why do either?” asked the librarian, in a low, soft tone of
gentle persuasion. “Providence does sometimes favor the deserving, and
though I am not superstitious, I am inclined to think that, having
preserved you from a life of unworthy drudgery, such as your own
family seem to have been quite willing for you to adopt, Providence
has some better destiny in store for you than you fancy.”
“Providence had better make haste about it then, or she may find that
she has missed her chance.”
“Shall we take a walk together?” asked Amos, who began to see in the
lad’s eyes the look of desperation he had been hoping for. “The fresh
air sometimes cools the brain, and gives one fresher and brighter
thoughts. It is my sovereign remedy for all the ills of my dull life.
Come.”
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