Yet the outline of the tree against the clear, thin sky appeared
unchanged. At its very head, the topmost twig still bore green and
lustrous pine-needles. The remaining life of the sequoia had taken
refuge and concentrated itself there, in those few square inches of
supple wood and fluid sap. From the first days of spring the tree
had seemed to live wholly for this last branch, which was linked
directly with a very fine tap root burrowing deep underground. The
only pulse of life in the tree was here, in the circulation of these
few drops of sap between head and foot. Breath had slowly abandoned
the rest of the tree, to hover hazardous and trembling for a weak
while between the labouring root and the little green twig lost away
up there in the blue.
The tree's entire intention seemed now to lie in this last twig, to
the exclusion of any thought of the huge dead mass between. One
might say almost that it tried to ignore all the decay, after the
fashion of other failing lives. This solitary green branch on the
inert bole was like the quivering wing-case of a crushed insect, or
the childish and petty busyness of an old man near the grave.
Everybody can recall the incomprehensible eagerness of some dying
soul to recollect a strayed trifle, as if repose of mind depended on
its being put straight: or that other unfortunate on his sick bed who
seemed to lose sense of the beating wings of death in listening to
the petty ticking of a newly mended watch. Childhood, prime and age
have ambitions and goals to suit their strengths, so that the complex
and magnificent dreams of youth grow pale and few as life dims in us.
Old men have small hopes and mean activity, not because they are
weary and sick of life, but because life is abandoning them: and at
the final moment, when life leaves us altogether, its last feeblest
trace may be a trivial thought which we try to fix, a futile wish we
long to satisfy, a foolish interest. This last living branch of the
giant tree may prefigure the moment when the last inhabitants of our
globe will cling to its last habitable portion while all the rest of
it is frozen in an eternal winter, or when the like fate overtakes
the last habitable planet of our sky. Life which is made by inches
departs by inches: in those sudden cases of apparent and violent
destruction it is only that the falling curve dips downward more fast.
This we must consider not as a special act of nature, but as an
ultimate effect of life moving towards that new arrangement which is
called death. Since everything which exists, small or great, is
compounded of various elements (an interaction of multiple energies),
so it is logical that life should take hold of its matter piece-meal,
and relinquish it, when the time comes, also piecemeal.
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