We can go further, and from the one build up the army of those who
have lived, of those alive, of those who will live after us: and
these unknown shadows press about our familiar faces, flutter and
crowd in and out of the stage-properties of our own existence--like
dead leaves in the autumn winds. Particular shapes haunt us with
disquieting persistency. We find ourselves in streets, or at shows,
or in public parks in the midst of a mob of people whom we do not
know, but who live beside us; and we hear them speaking, and can
picture to ourselves what they care about. They are of all ages, old
and young, men, women, children, black-eyed, blue-eyed, grey-eyed,
with fair or dark hair or hair withered white, full-lipped, or with
lips shrivelled by passing time; but all of them are living, are
there, glad or sorry, before our eyes. An idea takes possession of
us and strengthens in us till we tremble with it. We think--"All
these individuals about us, whom we could touch as they move, and
whom we know to have feelings and hopes and preoccupations, all these
beings are destined to disappear one day, whatever they do, wherever
they may be, no matter how strong, how well-founded, how firm. In a
hundred years they will just have existed, will be nowhere
discoverable. What will have become of them?" And again we see the
cold, forbidding cemeteries, with the ranked and serried silent tombs
all shut fast among their flowers. We shiver at the thought that
there, under the cover-stones, beneath the turf, below thick layers
of soil, are only blanched bones scattered through that dark which
makes us tremble with the notion that it is in some strange fashion
our enemy.
Such is the common mistake of reason when imagination has taken
charge of a mind; and in combating it we must first distinguish
between its cause and its effects. These shadows which we fear only
have power upon us after we have irrevocably ceased to exist. It is
not the darkness which destroys us; on the contrary, it is profoundly
creative, doing its work, with that odd prudishness of creation, by
choice out of sight.
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