Ranchers -- Fiction; Revenge -- Fiction; Western stories
"Ah yes--Nan. There's Nan to think of. And Nan's more to you, Bud,
than anything else in life. Say, your little girl's a bright jewel. I
don't need to say a word about her value, eh? But some day you're
going to lose her. And then?"
Bud's eyes came round upon him and for some moments encountered Jeff's
steady regard. Then he looked away, and slowly all its simple delight
dropped from the strong weather-tanned face, to be replaced by an
almost painful dejection. Presently he turned again, and, in a moment,
Jeff found an added interest in the wonderful scene that lay ahead of
him.
"Nan's a fine, good gal," Bud declared, with simple earnestness.
"Guess she's her mother over again--only she's jest Nan. Nan's more to
me than all the dollars in creation, boy. Guess you're right. Oh,
yes, you're right--sure." The man brushed aside the beads of sweat
from his broad forehead. "An' Nan's goin' to do jest as she notions.
She's goin' to live around her home as long as she feels that way.
When she don't feel that way she's goin' to quit. When she feels like
choosin' a man fer herself--why, I'm goin' to do all I know helpin' her
that way. But it's goin' to be her choice, boy. An' when that time
comes, why, I'll get right down on my knees an' pray A'mighty God he's
the feller for her, an' the man I'm hopin' she'll choose, an' that he
wants her, same as she wants him."
Then he shook his head and a deep sigh escaped him.
"But I don't know. It don't seem to me reasonable. Y' see, the luck's
run all my way so far, an' I don't guess you can keep on dealin' the
cards without 'em gettin' right up an' handin' it you plenty--some
time."
Jeff had no reply. Something warned him to keep silent. The older man
in his earnest simplicity had opened out to him a vista which he felt
he had no right to gaze upon.
As they jogged steadily along over the blue-green carpet, and the
kaleidoscopic coloring of the distant slopes fell away behind them, his
whole mental vision became occupied by the sweet picture of a
brown-eyed, brown-haired girl. But he was regarding it without any
lover's emotions. Rather was he regarding it as one who calmly
appraises a beautiful jewel he does not covet. He was thinking of Nan
as he had known her for some five years. From the days of her
schoolgirlhood he had watched her develop into a grown woman full of
all that was wholesome and winsome. She was her father over again,
trustful, simple, fearless, and she was possessed of a whimsical
philosophy quite beyond her years. Her beauty was undeniable, her
gentle kindliness was no less. But the memory of these things made no
stirring within him. Nan was just a loyal little friend whom he loved
and was ready to serve as he might love and help a sister, but regard
of her broke off at that. So, as he rode, the pictures of her failed
to hold him, and, finally, his roving gaze became caught and held by a
sudden and striking anachronism in the scene about him.
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