A short while later he stumbled into one of the familiar toadstool
forests and paused, uncertainly. The towering toadstools were not
strange to Burl. He fell to eating. The sight of food always produced
hunger in him--a provision of nature to make up for the lack of any
instinct to store food away. In human beings the storage of food has to
be dictated by intellect. The lower orders of creatures are not required
to think.
Even eating, though, Burl's heart was small within him. He was far from
his tribe and Saya. By the measurements of his remotest ancestors, no
more than forty miles separated them. But Burl did not think in such
terms. He'd never had occasion to do so. He'd come down the river to a
far land filled with unknown dangers. And he was alone.
All about him was food, an excellent reason for gladness. But being
solitary was reason enough for distress. Although Burl was a creature to
whom reflection was normally of no especial value and, therefore, not
practiced in thought, this was a situation providing an emotional
paradox. A good fourth of the mushrooms in this particular forest were
edible. Burl should have gloated over this vast stock of food. But he
was isolated, alone; in particular, he was far away from Saya,
therefore, he should have wept. But he could not gloat because he was
away from Saya and he could not mourn because he was surrounded by food.
He was subject to a stimulus to which apparently only humankind can
respond: an emotional dilemma. Other creatures can respond to objective
situations where there is the need to choose a course of action: flight
or fighting, hiding or pursuit. But only man can be disturbed by not
knowing which of two emotions to feel. Burl had reason to feel two
entirely different emotional states at the same time. He had to resolve
the paradox. The problem was inside him, not out. So he thought.
He would bring Saya here! He would bring her and the tribe to this place
where there was food in vast quantity!
Instantly pictures flooded into his mind. He could actually see old Jon,
his bald head naked as a mushroom itself, stuffing his belly with the
food which was so plentiful here. He imagined Cori feeding her children.
Tama's complaints stilled by mouthfuls of food. Tet and Dik, stuffed to
repletion, throwing scraps of foodstuff at each other. He pictured the
tribe zestfully feasting.--And Saya would be very glad.
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