The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 1 of 2)Yates, Edmund
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The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 1 of 2)
Yates, Edmund
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She has destroyed herself! That was the keynote to all his thoughts.
Destroyed herself, made away with herself! Destroyed herself! He was
not much of a reading man--had not time for it in all his occupations;
but what were those two lines which would keep surging up into his
beating brain, and from time to time finding expression on his
trembling tongue--
"Rashly importunate,
Gone to her death!"
Gone to her death! He repeated the words a thousand times. Dead now;
gone to her last account, as Shakespeare says, "with all her
imperfections on her head." Gone, without chance or power of recall;
gone without a word of explanation between them, without a word of
sympathy, without a word of forgiveness on either side. He had often
pictured their parting, he dying, she dying, and had imagined the
scene; how, whichever of them found life ebbing away, would say that
they had misunderstood the other perhaps, and that perhaps life might
have been made more to each, had they been more suitable; but that
they had been faithful, and so on; and perhaps hereafter they might,
&c. He had thought of this often; but the end had come now, and his
ideas had not been realised. There had been no parting, no mutual
forgiveness, no last words of tenderness and hope. He had not been
there to soothe her dying hour; to tell her how he acknowledged all
her goodness, and how, though perhaps he had not made much outward
manifestation, he had always thoroughly appreciated the discharge of
her wifely duties to him. He had not been present to have one
whispered explanation of how each had misunderstood the other, and how
both had been in the wrong; to share in one common prayer for
forgiveness, and one common hope of future meeting. There had been no
explanation, no forgiveness; he had parted from her almost as he might
from any everyday acquaintance; he had written to her such a letter as
he might have written to Whittaker, who had taken his practice
temporarily; and now he returned to find her dead! Worse than dead!
Dead probably by her own act, by her own hand!
Stay! He was losing his head now; his pulse was at fever-heat, his
skin dry and hot. Why had this terrible supposition taken such fast
hold upon him? There was the evidence of the ring and of the leaden
seal. Certainly practical evidence; but the motive--where was the
motive? Suppose now--and a horrible shudder ran through him as the
supposition crossed his mind--suppose now that this had become a
matter for legal inquiry? suppose--Heaven knows how--suppose that the
servants had suspected, and had talked, and--and the law had
interfered--what motive would have been put forward for Mabel's
self-destruction? He and she had never had a word of contention since
their marriage; no one could prove that there had ever been the
smallest disagreement between them; her home had been such as befitted
her station; no word could be breathed against her husband's
character; and yet--
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