The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 1 of 2)Yates, Edmund
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The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 1 of 2)
Yates, Edmund
Fiction
"Anywhere, anywhere,
Out of the world!"
that was another couplet from the same poem that was fixed in his
brain, and that he found himself constantly quoting, when he was
trying to assign reasons for his wife's suicide. Was Henrietta
Prendergast right, after all? Had his whole married life been a
mistake, a Dead-Sea apple without even the gorgeous external, a hollow
sham, a delusion, and a mockery culminating in the semblance of a
crime? "Anywhere out of the world," eh? And "out of the world" had
meant at first, in the early days, when the first faint dawnings of
discontent rose in her mind,--then "anywhere out of the world" was a
poor dejected cry of repining at her want of power to influence her
husband, to make herself the successful rival of his profession, to
wean him from the constant pursuit of science to the exclusion of all
domestic bliss, and to render him her companion and her lover. But if
Henrietta Prendergast were right, that must have been a mere fancy,
which, compared to the wild despair that prompted the heart-broken
shriek of "anywhere out of the world" at the last, and which,
according to that authority, meant--anywhere for rest and peace and
quiet, anywhere where I may stifle the love which I bear him, may be
no longer a fetter and a clog to him, and might have to suffer the
knowledge that though bound to me, he loves Madeleine Kilsyth.
He loves Madeleine Kilsyth! As the thought rose in his mind, he found
himself audibly repeating the sentence. His dead wife thought that;
and in that thought found life insupportable to her, and destroyed
herself! His dead wife! Straightway his thoughts flew back through a
series of years, and he saw himself first married,--young, earnest,
and striving. Not in love with his wife--that he never had been, he
reflected with something like self-excuse--not in love with Mabel, but
actually proud of her. When he first commenced his connection, and
earned the gratitude of the great railway contractor's wife at
Clapham, and that great dame, who was the ruling star in her own
circle, intimated her intention of calling on Mrs. Wilmot, Wilmot
remembered how he had thanked his stars that while some of his
fellow-students had married barmaids of London taverns, or awkward
hoydens from their provincial pasture, he had had the good luck to
espouse a girl than whom the great Mrs. Sleepers herself was not more
thoroughly presentable, more perfectly well-mannered. He recollected
the first interview at his little, modest, badly-furnished house, with
the dingy maid-servant decorated with one of Mabel's cast-off gowns
(not cast off until every scrap of bloom had been ruthlessly worn off
it), and the arrival of the great lady in her banging, swinging
barouche, with her tawdry ill-got-up footman, and her evident
astonishment at the way in which everything was made the most of, and
at the taste which characterised the rooms, and her open-mouthed wonder
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