The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 1 of 2)Yates, Edmund
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The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 1 of 2)
Yates, Edmund
Fiction
at Mabel herself, in her turned black-silk dress and her neat linen
cuffs and collar, and her impossibility to patronise, and her
declaration delivered to him the next day, that his wife was "the
nicest little woman in the world, and a real lady!"
Out of the gloom of long-since vanished days came a thousand little
reminiscences, each "garlanded with its peculiar flower," each
touchingly remindful of something pleasant connected with the dead
woman whom he had lost. Long dreary nights which he had passed in
reading and working, and which she had spent in vaguely wondering what
was to be the purport and result of all his labour. No sympathy! that
had been his cry! Good God!--as though he had not been demented in
fancying that a young woman could have had sympathy with his dry
studies, his physiological experiments. No sympathy! what sympathy had
he shown to her? The mere physical struggle in the race, the hope of
winning, the dawning of success, had irradiated his life, had softened
the stony path, and pushed aside the briers, and tempered the
difficulties in his career; but how had she benefited? In sharing
them? But had he permitted her to share them? had he ever made her a
portion of himself? had he not laughed aside the notion of her
entering into the vital affairs of his career, and told her that any
assistance from her was an impossibility? That she was self-contained
and unsympathetic, he had said to himself a thousand times. Now, for
the first time, he asked himself who had made her so;--and the answer
was anything but consoling to him in his then desolate frame of mind.
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