The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 1 of 2)Yates, Edmund
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The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 1 of 2)
Yates, Edmund
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disease? Of course he would make a deadly enemy of Whittaker; but that
he thought but little of: his name stood high enough to bear any slur
that might be thrown upon it from that quarter, and his reputation
would stand higher than ever from the mere fact of his boldly
determining to face a disagreeable inquiry, rather than allow such a
case to be slurred over. And the inquiry made, and Whittaker's
statement proved to be generally correct, at best it would be thought
that Dr. Wilmot was somewhat morbidly anxious as to the cause of his
wife's death; an anxiety which would be anything but prejudicial to
him in the minds of many of his friends, while the relief to his own
overcharged mind would be immediate and complete. Relief! Ah, once
more to feel relief would be worth all the responsibility. He would
see about it at once; he would give the necessary information,
and--But suppose the result did not turn out as he would hope to see
it? suppose all the information given, the coroner's warrant obtained,
the exhumation made, the examination complete, and the result--that
Mabel had destroyed herself? The first step taken in such a matter
would be an immediate challenge to public attention; the press would
bear the whole matter broadcast on its wings; Dr. Wilmot and his
domestic affairs would become a subject for gossip throughout the
land; and if it proved that Mabel had destroyed herself, her memory
would, at his instance, remain ever crime-tainted. Even if the best
happened; if Whittaker's judgment were indorsed, would not people ask
whether it was not odd that a suspicion of foul play should have
crossed the husband's mind, whether Mrs. Wilmot in her lifetime may
not have used such a threat; and if so, might not the circumstances
which led to the supposed use of the threat be inquired into, the
motives questioned, the home-life discussed? Hour after hour he
revolved this in his mind, purposeless, wavering. Finally he decided
that he would leave matters as they were, saying to himself that such
a course was merely justice to his dead wife, on whose memory, were
she guilty of self-slaughter, he should be the last to bring obloquy,
or even suspicion. He felt more comfortable after having come to this
decision--more comfortable in persuading himself that he was guided by
a tender feeling towards the dead woman. He said "Poor Mabel!" to
himself several times in thinking over it, and shook his head
dolefully; and actually felt that if she had been prompted by his
neglect to take this step, his omitting to call public attention to it
was in itself some _amende_ for his neglect. But even to himself he
would not allow this soul-guiding influence in the matter. He blinked
it, and shut his eyes to it; refused to listen to it, and--was led by
it all the same. Chudleigh Wilmot tried to persuade himself, did
persuade himself that he was acting solely in deference to his dead
wife's memory; but what really influenced his conduct was the
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