The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 1 of 2)Yates, Edmund
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The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 1 of 2)
Yates, Edmund
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knowledge that the arousal of the smallest suspicion as to the cause
of his wife's death, the smallest scandal about himself, would
inevitably separate him hopelessly, and for ever, from Madeleine
Kilsyth. The great question as to whether Mabel had destroyed herself
still remained unanswered. He was powerless to shake off the
impression, and under the impression he was useless; he could do
justice neither to himself nor his patients. He must get away; give up
practice at least for a time, and go abroad; go somewhere where he
knew no one, and where he himself was quite unknown--somewhere where
he could have rest and quiet and surcease of brainwork; where he could
face this dreadful incubus, and either get rid of it, or school
himself to bear it without its present dire effect on his life.
He would do that, and do it at once. The death of his wife would
afford him sufficient excuse to the world, which knew him as a highly
nervous and easily impressible man, and which would readily understand
that he had been shattered by the suddenness of the blow. As to his
practice, he was well content to give that up for a short time: he
knew his own value without being in the least conceited--knew that he
could pick it up again just where he left it, and that his patients
would be only too glad to see him. He had felt that when he was at
Kilsyth.
At Kilsyth! The word jarred upon him at once. To give up his practice
even for a time meant a temporary estrangement from Madeleine; meant a
shutting out, so far as he was concerned, of sun and warmth and light
and life, at the very time when his way was darkest and his path most
beset. His mind had been so fully occupied since his return, that he
had only been able to give a few fleeting thoughts to Madeleine. He
felt a kind of horror at permitting her even in his thoughts to be
connected with the dreadful subject which filled them. But now when
the question of departure was being considered by him, he naturally
turned to Madeleine.
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