The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 2 of 2)Yates, Edmund
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The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 2 of 2)
Yates, Edmund
Fiction
time should enable her to arrive at the free and frequent association
with Wilmot, which was the first step to the end she had in view, and
meant to keep in view. She was perfectly clear upon that point; none
the leas clear that she did not discuss it in her own thoughts, or
ponder over it; but she laid it quietly aside, to be produced and
acted on when it should be required.
Therefore Henrietta Prendergast was disquieted and disconcerted by the
tone and manner which Wilmot had assumed during their interview.
Disquieted, because there was something in and under them which she
could not fathom; disconcerted, because everything in the interview
betrayed and disappointed the expectations she had formed, and because
her intention of conveying to Wilmot, by a frank and friendly manner,
that it was within his power to continue in his own person the
intimacy which had subsisted between herself and his wife, had been
utterly routed and nullified.
"There was something in his mind with regard to Mabel," she said to
herself, as she sat at her tea in her snug drawing-room on the same
afternoon; "there certainly was something in his mind about her which
was not in it when I saw him last. I wonder what it is. I wonder
whether he has found anything? I am sure she never kept a journal; I
shouldn't think so; I fancy no one ever does in real life, except they
are so important as to be wanted for public purposes, or so vain as to
think such demand likely. Besides, Mabel's trouble was not tragical;
it was only monotonous and uneventful. No; I am sure she did not keep
a journal. So he has not found one; and he has not found any letters
either. Mabel had very few to keep, and she burnt the scanty
collection just as her illness began. I remember coming suddenly into
the room, and fluttering the ashes all over her bed and toilet-table
by opening the door. Yes, to be sure, the window was open; and she had
had a fire kindled on purpose."
Mrs. Prendergast leaned her face upon her hand, struck her teaspoon
thoughtfully against the edge of the tea-tray, and pondered deeply.
She was trying to recall every little incident connected with the dead
woman, in the endeavour to discover the secret of Wilmot's demeanour
that day.
"Yes, she was sitting by the fire; a sandal-wood box was on the floor,
and a heap of ashes in the grate. I remember looking rather surprised,
and she said, 'You know, Hettie, one never can tell what may happen.
You nor I either cannot tell whether I shall ever recover; and it is
well to have all things in readiness.' I thought the observation
rather absurd particularly, however true it might be generally, and
told her so, for she was by no means seriously ill then. She still
persisted, however. What a remarkable feature of poor Mabel's illness,
by the bye, was her persistent and unalterable belief that she should
die! The wish to die, no doubt, assisted it much at the end; but the
conviction laid hold on her from the first."
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