The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 2 of 2)Yates, Edmund
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The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 2 of 2)
Yates, Edmund
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And Madeleine? And the contending emotions, amid the varied suffering
which surrounded her, and had all its origin in her, how was it with
Madeleine? On the whole, it was well. A strange phrase to apply to a
young woman, a young wife, an idolised daughter, who was dying thus,
of a disease which kills more thoroughly, so to speak, than any other,
doing its dread office with slowness, and marking its progress day by
day. She knew she was dying, though sometimes she did not feel it very
keenly; the idea did not come to her as relating to herself, but with
a sort of outside meaning. This dulness would last for days, and then
she would be struck by the truth again, and would realise it with all
the strength of mind and body left to her. Realise it, not to be
terrified by it, not to resist it, not to appeal against it, but to
accept it, to acquiesce in it, to be satisfied and profoundly quiet.
Madeleine's notions of God and eternity were vague, like those of most
young people. She had been brought up in a careful observance of the
forms of the Episcopal Church in Scotland, and she had always had a
certain devotional turn, which accompanies good taste and purity of
mind in young girls. But she had never looked at life or death
seriously, in the true sense, at all. Sentimentally she had considered
both, extensively of course; had she not read all the poetry she could
lay her hands on, and a vast number of essays? Of late a voice whose
tones she had never before heard, still and small, had spoken to
her--spoken much and solemnly in her girlish heart, and had taught
her, in the silent suffering and doubt, the unseen struggle she had
undergone, great things. She kept her own counsel; she listened, and
was still; and the chain of earth fell from her fair soul while yet it
held her fair form in its coil a little longer. Madeleine had looked
into her life to find the meaning of her Creator in it. She had found
it, and she was ready for the summons, which was not to tarry long.
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