The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 2 of 2)Yates, Edmund
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The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 2 of 2)
Yates, Edmund
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One day, when she had told Wilmot that she was wonderfully easy, had
had quite a good night, and had hardly coughed at all since morning,
he was sitting by her sofa, and she, lying with her face turned
towards him, had fallen into a light sleep. He drew a coverlet closely
round her, and signed to the nurse that she might leave the room. Then
he sat quite still, his face rigid, his hands clasped, looking at her;
looking at the thin pale face, with the blazing spots of red upon the
cheekbones, with the darkened eyelids, the sunken temples, the dry red
lips, the damp, limp, golden hair. As in a phantasmagoria, the days at
Kilsyth passed before him; the day of his arrival, the day the nurse
had asked him whether the golden hair must be cut off, the day he
had pronounced her out of danger. Outwardly calm and stern, what a
storm of anguish he was tossed upon! Words and looks and little
incidents--small things, but infinite to him--came up and tormented
him. Then came a sense of unreality; it could not be, it was not the
same Madeleine; this was not Kilsyth's beautiful daughter. His hands
went up to his face, and a groan burst from his lips. The sound
frightened him. He looked at her again; and as he looked, her eyes
opened, and she began to speak. Then came the frightful, the
inevitable cough. He lifted her upon his arm, kneeling by her side,
and the paroxysm passed over. Then she looked at him very gently and
sweetly, and said:
"Are we quite alone?"
"Yes."
"Do you remember one night at Kilsyth, when I was very ill, I asked
you whether I was going to die?"
"I remember," he said, with a desperate effort to keep down a sob.
"And I told you I was very glad when you said, 'No.' Do you remember?"
"Yes--I remember."
She paused and looked at him; her blue eyes were as steady as they
were bright. "If I asked you, but I don't--I don't"--she put out her
wasted hand. He took the thin fingers in his, and trembled at their
touch--"because I know--but if I did, you would not make me the same
answer now."
He did not speak, he did not look at her; but her eyes pertinaciously
sought his, and he was forced to meet them. She smiled again, and her
fingers clasped themselves round his.
"You will always be papa's friend," she said. "Poor papa--he will miss
me very much; the girls are too young as yet. And Ronald--I have
something to say to you about Ronald. Sit here, close to me, in papa's
chair, and listen."
He changed his seat in obedience to her, and listened; his head bent
down, and her golden hair almost touching his shoulder.
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