The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 2 of 2)Yates, Edmund
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The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 2 of 2)
Yates, Edmund
Fiction
Henrietta Prendergast was well disposed towards Wilmot now, in the new
aspect of affairs, and contemplating as she did certain dim future
possibilities very grateful to her pertinacious disposition. But she
was not sorry to think that he had something to suffer; and that
something of a nature to oppress his spirits considerably, and render
him indifferent to the attractions of society. Before this desirable
effect should have worn off, she would have contrived to make herself
necessary to him. She had but little doubt of her power to accomplish
this, if only the opportunity were afforded her. She knew she had
plenty of ability, not of a kind which Wilmot would dislike, and
certainly of a quality for which he did not give her credit. She had
less attraction than Mabel, so far as good looks would go, but that
would not be very far, she thought, with Dr. Wilmot. He might never
care for her even so much as he had cared for Mabel; but his feelings
towards her, if evoked at all, would be different, much more
satisfactory, and to her mind, which was properly organised, quite
sufficient.
If Henrietta's daydreams were of a more sober colour, they were no
less unreal than the rosiest and most extravagant vision ever woven by
youthful fancy. She had not seen Madeleine Kilsyth. She had indeed
understood and witnessed Mabel's jealousy, aroused by the devotion of
her husband to the young Scotch girl. But she thought little of danger
from this quarter. She had always understood--having a larger
intellect and a wider perception, and above all, being an unconcerned
spectator, uninjured by it in her affections or her rights--Wilmot's
absorption in his profession much better than his wife had understood
it. Something in her own nature, dim and undeveloped, answered to this
absorption.
"If I had had any pursuit in life, I should have followed it just as
eagerly; if I had had a career, I should have devoted myself to it
just as entirely," had been her frequent mental comment upon Wilmot's
conduct. She quite understood the effect it produced on a woman of
Mabel's temperament, was perfectly convinced that it could not produce
a similar effect on a woman of her own; but also believed that no such
conduct would ever have been pursued towards her. The very something
which enabled her to sympathise with him would have secured her from
exclusion from the reality and the meaning of his life. "At least I
should interest him," she had often said to herself, when she had seen
how entirely Mabel failed to inspire him with interest; and in her
lengthened cogitations on the evening of the day which had been marked
by Wilmot's visit, she repeated the assurance with renewed conviction.
It was not that the remembrance of Miss Kilsyth did not occur to her
very strongly; on the contrary, it occupied its fall share of her mind
and attention. But she disposed of the subject very comfortably and
finally by dwelling on the following points:
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