The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 2 of 2)Yates, Edmund
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The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 2 of 2)
Yates, Edmund
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but she had never met anyone fulfilling herideas until Chudleigh Wilmot
crossed her path. From the earliest period of her convalescence, from
the time when slowly-returning strength gave her an interest again in
life, until the time that Wilmot left London, she had indulged in this
happy dream. She was something in that man's life, something to which
his thoughts occasionally turned, as she hoped, as she believed, with
pleasure. As to "being in love" as it is phrased, Madeleine believed
that such a state as little applied to Wilmot as to herself, and of her
own entire innocence in the existence of such a feeling she was
confident. But there was established a curious relation between them
which she could not explain, but which she thoroughly understood, and
which made her very happy. Hour after hour she would sit thinking over
this acquaintance, so singularly begun, so different from anything
which she had ever previously experienced, and wondering within herself
what a bright clever man like Dr. Wilmot could see to like in a silly
girl like herself. If Wilmot had been differently constituted she could
have understood it well enough; for though very free from vanity,
Madeleine was of course conscious that she had a pretty face, and she
could perfectly understand the admiration which she received from
Ramsay Caird and the men of whom he was a type. But she imagined
Wilmot to be far too staid and serious, far too much absorbed in his
studies and his "cases," to notice anything so unimportant.
What could he see in her? She asked herself this question a thousand
times without arriving at any satisfactory result. She thought that
Wilmot, whom she had exalted into her hero, would naturally not bestow
his thoughts on any but a heroine; and she knew that there was very
little of the heroine in her. Indeed I, writing this veracious
history, am often surprised at my own daring in having, in these
highly-spiced times, ventured to submit so very tame a specimen of
womanhood to public notice. Madeleine Kilsyth was neither tawny and
leopard-like, nor hideous and quaintly-fascinating. She was merely an
ordinary English girl, with about as much cleverness as girls have at
her age, when they have had no occasion to use their brains; And she
thought and argued in a girlish manner. She could not tell that the
difference in each from their ordinary acquaintance pleased them
equally. If Madeleine had been bright, clever, witty, fast, flirting,
or _blasée_, she would never have seen her physician after her
recovery. Wilmot was too thoroughly acquainted with women of all these
varieties to find any pleasure in an additional specimen. It was the
young girl's freshness and innocence, her frankness and trusting
confidence, her bright looks and happy thoughts, that touched the
heart of the worn and solitary man, and made him feel that there were
in life joys which he had never experienced, and which were yet worth
living for.
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