The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 2 of 2) — John Shaqi
The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 2 of 2)Yates, Edmund
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The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 2 of 2)
Yates, Edmund
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Ramsay Caird her future husband! She herself had occasionally thought
of him in that position, not with dissatisfaction. Knowing nothing
better, she imagined that the liking which she undoubtedly entertained
for the pleasant young man was love. She had not been brought up in a
very gushing school. She had no intimate friend, no one with whom to
exchange confidences; and her acquaintances seemed to make liking do
very well for love, at least as far as their _fiancés_ or their
husbands were concerned. Madeleine, when she had thought about the
matter, had quite convinced herself that she liked Ramsay very much
indeed; and it was only after she discovered that she loved Wilmot
that she was undeceived. She thought that she had liked him well
enough to marry him, but now she hated herself for ever having
entertained such an idea. She knew now that she had never felt love
for Ramsay Caird; and she would not marry where she did not love.
A hundred diverse and distracting thoughts and influences were at work
within the young girl's mind. Doubt as to whether she was really loved
by Wilmot, doubt as to how far she was pledged to Ramsay Caird,
comprehension of the urgent necessity at once to take some steps
towards a solution of the difficulty, inability to decide on the
fittest course to pursue, disinclination to appeal to her father
through bashfulness and timidity, to Lady Muriel through distrust, to
Ronald through absolute fear: all these feelings alternated in
Madeleine's breast; and as she experienced each and all, there hung
over her a sense of an impending dreadful something which she could
not explain, could not understand, but which seemed to crush her to
the earth.
The cause of the feeling which for some time past had induced her to
shrink from Ronald, to be silent and depressed when he was present,
and to be rather glad when he stayed away from Brook-street, was now
perfectly understood by her. In her new appreciation of herself she
saw plainly that the fact of her brother's having always been Ramsay
Caird's friend and Chudleigh Wilmot's enemy would, insensibly to
herself, have caused an estrangement between them in these later days.
And why was Ronald so hostile to Wilmot, so bitter in his depreciation
of him, so grudging in his praise even of Wilmot's professional
qualifications? Was this hostility merely a result of Ronald's normal
"oddness" and sternness, or did it spring from the fact that Ronald
had observed his sister narrowly, and had discovered, before she
herself knew of it, the state of her feelings towards Wilmot? Thinking
over this, the remembrance of her brother's manner that morning in
Brook-street, when he broke in upon her interview with Wilmot, flashed
across Madeleine's mind, and she felt convinced that her dread
suspicions were right, and that Ronald had guessed the truth.
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