The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 2 of 2)Yates, Edmund
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The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 2 of 2)
Yates, Edmund
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She had grieved for Wilmot's
grief when she heard of the death of his wife, but at the same time a
subtle instinct, which she never questioned and could not have
defined, told her that his marriage had not been a happy one,
according to her enthusiastic girlish notion of a happy marriage. She
did not know anything about it; she had no idea what sort of woman
Chudleigh Wilmot's wife was, but she had felt, by the nameless sense
which, had she been an elder woman with ever so little experience,
would have enlightened her as to the nature of her own feelings, that
he was not really attached to her to the extent which alone seemed to
her to imply happiness in the conjugal relation. So, when Madeleine
heard that Wilmot was going abroad, and heard her stepmother's
visitors talk about his being "broken-hearted," she felt equally
wretched and incredulous. Sentimental reason for this resolution she
did not, she could not accept; the other was exquisitely painful to
her. Had he, indeed, so absorbing a love for his professional studies?
Was he really occupied by them to the exclusion of all else; had her
"case," and not herself, been his attraction at Kilsyth? If Mr.
Foljambe had really resorted to the device he had spoken of, would
Wilmot have left her? To none of these questions could Madeleine find
an answer inside her own breast, or without it; so they tortured her.
Her vision of seeing him frequently, of making him her friend--the
vision which had so strangely beautified the prospect of her stay in
London,--faded suddenly; and unconscious of all the idea meant and
implied, the girl said to herself, "If he had cared for me--not as I
care for him, of course that could not be--but ever so little, he
would not go away."
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