The Forlorn Hope: A Tale of Old ChelseaHall, S. C., Mrs.
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The Forlorn Hope: A Tale of Old Chelsea
Hall, S. C., Mrs.
Chelsea (London, England) -- Fiction
but hardly had she so prayed, when a sense of her own unworthiness, of
the duty of watching and waiting for God’s appointed time, would come
upon her, and she would add, “Not my will, but Thine be done.” No one
was cruel, no one even unkind to her; the cross cook (all good cooks are
cross), would often make her lemonade, or reserve something she thought
the young girl might eat; the lady’s-maid, who had regarded her, at
first, as a rival beauty, won by her cheerful patience, said, that even
when her eyes were full of tears, there was a smile upon her lip; all the
servants felt for her; and, at length, her mistress requested her own
physician to see what was the matter with “poor Joyce.”
There are exceptions, no doubt; but, taken as a body, medical men—God
bless them for so being!—are the very souls of kindness and generous
humanity; how many have I known whose voices were as music in a sick
chamber; who, instead of taking, gave; ever ready to alleviate and to
sustain.
“Have you no friends?” he inquired.
“None, sir,” she replied; “at least none to support me; and,” she added,
“I know I am unable to remain here.” While she said this, she looked
with her blue, truthful, earnest eyes, into his face; then paused,
hoping, without knowing what manner of hope was in her, that he would
say—“she _was_ able;” but he did not; and she continued, “there is no one
to whom I can go, except an old servant of my poor father’s; so, if—”
there came, perhaps, a flush of pride to her cheek, or it might be she
was ashamed to ask a favour—“if, sir, you could get me into AN HOSPITAL,
I should be most grateful.”
“I wish I could,” he answered, “with all my heart. We have hospitals
enough; yet, I fear—indeed, I know—there is not one that would receive
you, when aware of the exact nature of your complaint. You must have a
warm, mild atmosphere; perfect quiet, and a particular diet; and that for
some considerable time.”
“My mother, sir,” said Lucy, “died of consumption.”
“Well, but you are not going to die,” he replied, smiling; “only you must
let your father’s old servant take care of you, and you may soon get
better.”
Lucy shook her head, and her eyes overflowed with tears; the physician
cheered her, after the usual fashion. “I am not afraid of death, sir,”
said the young woman; “indeed, I am not; but I fear, more than I ought,
the passage which leads to it; the burden I must be to the poor faithful
creature who nursed me from my birth. I thought there was an hospital
for the cure of every disease; and this consumption is so general, so
helpless, so tedious.”
“The very thing,”—said the doctor, who, with all his kindness, was one of
those who think “so and so,” because “all the faculty” thought “so and
so,” for such a number of years;—“its being tedious is the very thing; it
is quite a FORLORN HOPE.”
“But, sir,” answered the soldier’s daughter, “FORLORN HOPES _have
sometimes led to_ GREAT VICTORIES, _when they have been_ FORLORN, _but
not_ FORSAKEN.”
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