Paul had the sickening sensation of the man who has confided the high
secrets of his soul to coarsefibred woman. He turned away, darkly
conscious of having magnanimously given Ada a chance to mount with him
into the upper air, which opportunity she, daughter of earth, had, in
her purblind manner, refused. Thenceforward Ada was to him an
unnoticeable item in the cosmos.
One hopeless month succeeded another, until a cloud seemed to close
round Paul's brain, rendering him automatic in his actions, merely
animal in his half-satisfied appetites. Fines and curses were his
portion at the factory; curses and beatings--deserved if Justice held a
hurried scale at home. Paul, who had read of suicide in The Bludston
Herald, turned his thoughts morbidly to death. But his dramatic
imagination always carried him beyond' his own demise to the scene in
the household when his waxlike corpse should be discovered dangling
from a rope fixed to the hook in the kitchen ceiling. He posed
cadaverous before a shocked Budge Street, before a conscience-stricken
factory; and he wept on his sack bed in the scullery because the prince
and the princess, his august parents, would never know that he had
died. A whit less gloomy were his imaginings of the said prince and
princess rushing into the house, in the nick of time, just before life
was extinct, and cutting him down. How they were to find him he did not
know. This side-track exploration of possibilities was a symptom of
sanity.
Yet, Heaven knows what would have happened to Paul, after a year or so
at the factory, if Barney Bill, a grotesque god from the wide and
breezy spaces of the world, had not limped into his life.
Barney Bill wore the cloth cap and conventional and unpicturesque,
though shapeless and weather-stained, garment of the late nineteenth
century. Neither horns nor goat's feet were visible; nor was the pipe
of reed on which he played. Yet he played, in Paul's ear, the
comforting melody of Pan, and the glory of the Vision once more flooded
Paul's senses, and the factory and Budge Street and the Buttons and the
scullery faded away like an evil dream.
CHAPTER III
THE Fates arranged Barney Bill's entrance late on a Saturday afternoon
in August. It was not dramatic. It was merely casual. They laid the
scene in the brickfield.
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