That, for a season, was the end of Barney Bill, and Paul found himself
thrillingly alone in London. At first its labyrinthine vastness
overwhelmed him, causing him to feel an unimportant atom, which may
have been good for his soul, but was not agreeable to his vanity. By
degrees, however, he learned the lay of the great thoroughfares,
especially those leading to the quarters where artists congregate, and,
conscious of purpose and of money jingling in his pocket, he began to
hold his head high in the crowded streets. In the house in Barn Street,
off the Euston Road, where he lodged, he was called "Mr. Paul" by his
landlady, Mrs. Seddon, and her thirteen-year-old daughter, Jane, which
was comforting and stimulating. Jane, a lanky, fair, blue-eyed girl,
who gave promise of good looks, attended to his modest wants with a
zeal somewhat out of proportion to the payment received. Paul had the
novel sensation of finding some one at his beck and call. He beckoned
and called often, for the sheer pleasure of it. So great was the change
in his life that, in these early days, it seemed as if he had already
come into his kingdom. He strutted about, poor child, like the prince
in a fairy tale, and, in spite of Barney Bill's precepts, he outgrew
his boots immediately. Mrs. Seddon, an old friend of Barney Bill, whom
she addressed and spoke as Mr. William, kept a small shop in which she
sold newspapers and twine and penny bottles of ink. In the little
back-parlour Mrs. Seddon and Jane and Paul had their meals, while the
shop boy, an inconsiderable creature with a perpetual cold in his head,
attended to the unexpected customer. To Paul, this boy, with whom a few
months ago he would have joyously changed places, was as the dust
beneath his feet. He sent him on errands in a lordly way, treating him
as, indeed, he had treated the youth of Budge Street after his triumph
over Billy Goodge, and the boy obeyed meekly. Paul believed in himself;
the boy didn't. Almost from the beginning he usurped an ascendancy over
the little household. For all their having lived in the great maelstrom
of London, he found his superficial experience of life larger than that
of mother and daughter. They had never seen machinery at work, did not
know the difference between an elm and a beech and had never read Sir
Walter Scott. Mrs. Seddon, thin, careworn and slackly good-natured,
ever lamented the loss of an astonishingly brilliant husband; Jane was
markedly the more competent of the two. She had character, and, even
while slaving for the romantic youth, made it clear to him that for no
other man alive would she so demean herself. Paul resolved to undertake
her education.
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