Higgins's "How beastly!" rang in his head. Although he could not quite
understand the full meaning of the brutal judgment, it brought him
disquiet and discontent. For one thing, like the high-road, his
profession led nowhither. The thrill of adventure had gone from it. It
was static, and Paul's temperament was dynamic. He had also lost his
boyish sense of importance, of being the central figure in the little
stage. Disillusion began to creep over him. Would he do nothing else
but this all his life? Old Erricone, the patriarchal, white-bearded
Italian, the doyen of the models of London, came before his mind, a
senile posturer, mumbling dreary tales of his inglorious achievements:
how he was the Roman Emperor in this picture and Father Abraham in the
other; how painters could not get on without him; how once he had been
summoned from Rome to London; how Rossetti had shaken hands with him.
Paul shivered at the thought of himself as the Erricone of a future
generation.
The next day was Saturday, and he had no sitting. The morning he spent
in his small bedroom in the soothing throes of literary composition.
Some time ago he had thought it would be a mighty fine thing to be a
poet, and had tried his hand at verse. Finding he possessed some
facility, he decided that he was a poet, and at once started an epic
poem in rhyme on the Life of Nelson, the material being supplied by
Southey. This morning he did the Battle of the Baltic.
He put the glass to his blind eye,
And said "No signals do I spy,"
wrote Paul. Poetry taken at the gallop like this was a very simple
affair, and Paul covered an amazing amount of ground.
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