And it was this ogre, this brigand, this scoundrel Macquart, whom
Adélaïde had chosen! In twenty months she had two children by him,
first a boy and then a girl. There was no question of marriage between
them. Never had the Faubourg beheld such audacious impropriety. The
stupefaction was so great, the idea of Macquart having found a young
and wealthy mistress so completely upset the gossips, that they even
spoke gently of Adélaïde. “Poor thing! She’s gone quite mad,” they
would say. “If she had any relatives she would have been placed in
confinement long ago.” And as they never knew anything of the history
of those strange amours, they accused that rogue Macquart of having
taken advantage of Adélaïde’s weak mind to rob her of her money.
The legitimate son, little Pierre Rougon, grew up with his mother’s
other offspring. The latter, Antoine and Ursule, the young wolves as
they were called in the district, were kept at home by Adélaïde, who
treated them as affectionately as her first child. She did not appear
to entertain a very clear idea of the position in life reserved for
these two poor creatures. To her they were the same in every respect as
her first-born. She would sometimes go out holding Pierre with one hand
and Antoine with the other, never noticing how differently the two
little fellows were already regarded.
It was a strange home. For nearly twenty years everyone lived there
after his or her fancy, the children like the mother. Everything went
on free from control. In growing to womanhood, Adélaïde had retained
the strangeness which had been taken for shyness when she was fifteen.
It was not that she was insane, as the people of the Faubourg asserted,
but there was a lack of equilibrium between her nerves and her blood, a
disorder of the brain and heart which made her lead a life out of the
ordinary, different from that of the rest of the world. She was
certainly very natural, very consistent with herself; but in the eyes
of the neighbours her consistency became pure insanity. She seemed
desirous of making herself conspicuous, it was thought she was wickedly
determined to turn things at home from bad to worse, whereas with great
naivete she simply acted according to the impulses of her nature.
Ever since giving birth to her first child she had been subject to
nervous fits which brought on terrible convulsions. These fits recurred
periodically, every two or three months. The doctors whom she consulted
declared they could do nothing for her, that age would weaken the
severity of the attacks. They simply prescribed a dietary regimen of
underdone meat and quinine wine. However, these repeated shocks led to
cerebral disorder. She lived on from day to day like a child, like a
fawning animal yielding to its instincts. When Macquart was on his
rounds, she passed her time in lazy, pensive idleness. All she did for
her children was to kiss and play with them. Then as soon as her lover
returned she would disappear.
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