“There's one way to conquer it. Don't be broodin' on what's within.
Don't be magnifyin' your evil fortunes to your own heart till you come
to think the world all little, and yourself all great. Go out to your
daily labor, whatever it be, with a stout spirit to do your best, and a
thankful, grateful heart that you are able to do it. Never let it out of
your mind that if there's many a one your inferior, winnin' his way up
to fame and fortune before you, there's just as many better than you
toilin' away unseen and unnoticed, wearin' out genius in a garret, and
carryin' off a Godlike intellect to an obscure grave!”
“You talk to me as though my crying sin were an overweening vanity,”
said the youth, half angrily.
“Well, it's one of them,” said Billy; and the blunt frankness of the
avowal threw the boy into a fit of laughing.
“You certainly do not intend to spoil me, Billy,” said he, still
laughing.
“Why would I do what so many is ready to do for nothing? What does the
crowd that praise the work of a young man of genius care where they 're
leading him to? It's like people callin' out to a strong swimmer,
'Go out farther and farther,--out to the open say, where the waves is
rollin' big, and the billows is roughest; that's worthy of you, in your
strong might and your stout limbs. Lave the still water and the shallows
to the weak and the puny. _Your_ course is on the mountain wave, over
the bottomless ocean.' It's little they think if he's ever to get back
again. 'T is their boast and their pride that they said, 'Go on;' and
when his cold corpse comes washed to shore, all they have is a word of
derision and scorn for one who ventured beyond his powers.”
“How you cool down one's ardor; with what pleasure you check every
impulse that nerves one's heart for high daring!” said the youth,
bitterly. “These eternal warnings--these never-ending forebodings of
failure--are sorry stimulants to energy.”
“Is n't it better for you to have all your reverses at the hands of a
crayture as humble as me?” said Billy, while the tears glistened in his
eyes. “What good am I, except for this?”
In a moment the boy's arms were around him, while he cried out,--
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