The foster-sisters : $b A story in the days of Wesley and WhitfieldGuernsey, Lucy Ellen
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The foster-sisters : $b A story in the days of Wesley and Whitfield
Guernsey, Lucy Ellen
Evangelical Revival -- England -- History -- 18th century -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Never in my life shall I forget how marvellously beautiful everything
looked as we came out into the court. And how sweet was the breath of
the summer air! It was like a vision of the new Heaven and the new
earth to the redeemed soul.
The sisters gathered round us with many exclamations, but we were
allowed to speak to no one. We were hurried off to the infirmary and
popped into bed, with plenty of blankets, and enjoined to lie still.
We were no sooner deposited than Sister Lazarus appeared with a jug of
steaming hot soup and two little basins.
"There, drink your soup directly," said she, pouring it out. "You will
get your deaths of cold, and so will dear Mother, and how you will feel
then, naughty children! There, don't cry, poor dears, but take your
soup good and hot."
"But this is meat soup," said Amabel. "Isn't this Friday?"
"No, of course not, child! It is Thursday. Did not you have meat for
your dinners?"
"Thursday?" said Amabel, wonderingly. "Why, surely, it is not the same
day that we were looking at the pictures in the great hall. Have we
been in that place only one day?"
"You have been gone only two or three hours," replied Mother Prudentia.
"You followed Mother Bursar into the hall a little while after noon,
and it is now just time for vespers. There, eat your soup, and do not
talk."
We ate our soup, as we were bid, and then lay down. I soon fell into a
troubled sleep, from which I waked many times crying and calling upon
Amabel and Mother Prudentia. I took a severe cold, and Amabel was stiff
and feverish; so that we were kept in bed for two or three days.
When we were quite well again, Mother Superior sent for us to her room
and talked to us kindly, but very gravely, about our fault. Amabel, who
was the least to blame of the two, said not a word in her own defence,
but tried timidly to excuse me, on the ground that Desireè had dared me
to do what I did.
"And do you consider that any excuse, my Aimeè, or does Lucille herself
think so?" asked the lady, turning her penetrating eyes upon me. She
had the most beautiful eyes I ever saw—clear gray, with very dilating
pupils—and I used to believe she could read my very thoughts.
In my heart of hearts, I did think Desireè's conduct formed some excuse
for me, but I dared not say so.
"Suppose, my child, that Desireè had dared you to steal something out
of Mother Bursar's purse, or to murder her!"
"But that would be impossible, Reverend Mother," I faltered, thinking
only of the murder, though I might well have included the other.
"Suppose it possible! Would the fact that you had been dared to do it
excuse you?"
"No, Reverend Mother, but—"
"You pride yourself very much on your courage, my child," continued
the lady; "but the fact is, that, in some respects, you are an arrant
coward, and that cowardice is at the bottom of almost every serious
fault you commit."
She had touched me now. I felt my cheek flame, while my lips framed the
denial I dared not utter.
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