The foster-sisters : $b A story in the days of Wesley and WhitfieldGuernsey, Lucy Ellen
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The foster-sisters : $b A story in the days of Wesley and Whitfield
Guernsey, Lucy Ellen
Evangelical Revival -- England -- History -- 18th century -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"The will of Heaven be done!" answered the lady. "Come, we must not
stay longer here. I think our little ones will never forget this
lesson."
We hurried back carefully observing our way, at least the elders did,
and were soon once more in the Superior's apartments.
I was humbled enough now. I saw my fault in its true colors, and
confessed it. We were forgiven and dismissed and the matter was never
alluded to again, for it was not our dear mother's way to return to old
troubles.
I think now that the experiment was rather a dangerous one. Some
children might have been scared by it into a fever if nothing worse.
But I do believe that it was the beginning of all that is good in me. I
never lost the vivid impression made on me by the sight of those dark
waters, and the lady's solemn words, "That is the pit of destruction
and every wilful and unrepented sin is a step toward it."
I saw that the mother's words were true and that while I flattered
myself with the idea of my courage, I was in fact a real coward. I made
up my mind that I would never again be laughed into doing what I knew
was wrong and foolish, and if I have ever done so since, I have at
least sinned with my eyes open.
I had of course very imperfect and even false ideas of religion at that
time, but I knew enough to know that I must have help from outside of
myself to do anything that was good, and I prayed for that help and
doubtless received it.
One day when we two were alone with mother Prudentia, helping her with
some herbs she was drying, I ventured to ask mother, "What was the use
of those great vaults and how they came there?"
"That is more than any one knows, child!" answered the mother, who, as
I said, dearly loved to tell a story. "Some say they are the quarries
from whence were taken the stones to build the house. Some, our good
old Father confessor among them, that they are much older than that,
and that they are the remains of a Roman or heathen temple Which used
to stand in this place, as are also the bits of old brick wall which
cumber our garden. He was a great scholar, was Pere La Roche. As to
their use, I don't know that they have any. No body knows how far they
extend for no one has ever gone to the end of them. So you see even if
you had not fallen into the water, you might have wandered away and
never have been found again."
"I should think they would have the door built up!" said Amabel. "Is
there any other entrance but by which we went down?"
"Yes, two or three from the vaults under the offices, but they are all
securely fastened up. Nobody ever goes into them but the Superior and
Mother Assistant or myself once a year."
"And why do you do that?" I asked.
"You ask too many questions, child, you will never do for a nun! I am
sure I don't know why, only that it is one of our rules!" said Mother
Prudentia, reproving my curiosity and satisfying it at the same time:
"A good religious obeys and never asks why."
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