What is the ego that desires and plans? I do not know, but if it
is in any part a metaphysical entity of permanent nature in so
far it does not become the subject matter of this book. For as a
metaphysical entity it is uncontrollable, and the object of
science is to discover and utilize the controllable elements of
the world. I may point out that even those philosophers and
theologians to whom the ego is an entity of supernatural origin
deny their own standpoint every time they seek to convince,
persuade or force the ego of some one to a new belief or new line
of action; deny it every time they say, "I am tired and I shall
rest; then I shall think better and can plan better." Such a
philosopher says in essence, "I have an entity within me totally
and incommensurably different from my body," and then he goes on
to prove that this entity operates better when the body is rested
and fed than otherwise!
For us the ego is a built-up structure and has its evolution from
the diffuse state of early infancy to the intense, well-defined
state of maturity; it is elaborated by a process that is in part
due to the environment, in part to the inherent structure of man.
We may postulate a continuous excitement of nerve centers as its
basis, and this excitement cognizes other excitement in some
mysterious manner, but no more mysterious than life, instinct or
intelligence are. These excitements struggle for the possession
of an outlet in action, and this is what we call competing
desires, struggle against temptation, etc.
Sometimes one desire is identified with the ego as part of
itself, sometimes the desire is contrasted with the ego and we
say, "I struggled with the desire but it overcame me." Common
language plainly shows the plurality of the personality, even
though the man on the street thinks of himself as a united "I,"
even an invisible "I."
One of the fundamental desires, nay the fundamental desire, is
the expansion of the self, i. e., increased self-esteem. When the
infant sprawls in his basket after his arrival in this world, it
is doubtful if he has a "me" which he separates from the
"non-me." Yet that same infant, a few years later, and through
the rest of his life, believes that in his personality resides
something immortal, and has as his prime pleasure the feeling of
worth and growth of that personality, and as his worst hurt the
feeling of decay and inferiority of that personality.
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