The Foundling; or, The Child of Providence — John Shaqi
The Foundling; or, The Child of ProvidenceChurch, J. (John)
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The Foundling; or, The Child of Providence
Church, J. (John)
Church, J. (John), approximately 1780-approximately 1825; Clergy -- England -- Biography
My dear Friend.—Many years have elapsed since you first knew me in the
Borough; and it was no doubt the hand of God which brought me there. In
my last letter to Mrs. W. I intimated I worked for a very worthy family
in Tottenham-court Road, but my frame of body was too weak to endure it.
I sought out another situation on the Surrey side of the bridge. Myself
and fellow apprentice had lived together amicably for some years, and
endured many conflicts daring our captivity. I heard he was in business,
and made application to him; he treated me with every mark of civility,
and took me into the business with him. This was a great pleasure to me,
as it gave me an opportunity of acquiring a greater knowledge of that
branch of the business I ought to have learnt before; but, although I had
an easier situation, and every kindness which circumstances would admit
of, I had another unpleasantly to cope with. I was daily exposed to
temptation, had frequent pressing invitations to places of amusement—and,
although I resisted them all, through grace, yet I feared daily I should
be overcome and led back into the world again. One day I accidentally
(as we call it) met with an old acquaintance who had been brought up in
the Hospital with me, who recited to me the various changes he had
experienced in his different situations; amongst the rest he had lived
with Mr. C. a most respectable tallow chandler, in the Borough. He told
me he was a most pious man, and a good master, but he had given him some
offence, and was justly dismissed. He believed that he was then in want
of a person in the shop, and to act as a porter. On this situation I set
my mind, and immediately made application for it; in fact, I begged of
the Lord to let me have it. I remember one evening I attempted to go and
speak to him (Mr. C.) about it, but I was struck almost speechless in the
attempt. This I took to be an omen that God did not approve of the place
for me. I felt rebellious, and being naturally self-willed, I was
determined to persevere. My mind frequently said in prayer, “Lord, if it
be thy will.” But my heart wickedly thought and said too, “whether it is
or not, I will have it.” O, the hypocrisy of the human heart! How often
is the Almighty mocked by thousands who use this expression in prayer,
“Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven,” and at the same time are
daily acting against the revealed will of God. How great is the
forbearance of God with guilty man. I was however indulged with this
situation, though I was no more fit for it than a child; it was to carry
heavy loads chiefly, yet my master was kind and patient with me, he saw
my weakness and accommodated me as well as circumstances would admit. It
was in this situation you first knew me, 20 years ago. My master, Mr. C.
was an excellent one, a godly, conscientious man, and happy should I have
been, had I been capacitated to have made myself useful to him. I was
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