Sussex (England) -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- England -- Fiction
If that autumn was cruel to Thyrza in its torture of waxing hope it
was crueller still to Nell in its torture of hope’s dying. For a week
after the harvest she had lived in flowery fields of memory, pied
with all bright colours. When she shut her eyes she could see his
face bending close to hers over the shocked corn, his thin delicate
hands moving among the straw, sliding close enough to hers for an
accidental touch ... she could feel them brush her neck as he helped
her into his coat at the day’s end of prayer and storm....
For a week her heart drowsed in its own sweetness. Nell was happy,
she grew gentler and kinder. She was no longer an ineffective little
rebel, full of disgusts and grumbles—a delicious languor was upon
her, a bright dimness which veiled all the jags and uglinesses of her
life. During this week she did not see Mr. Poullett-Smith, but her
mind rested sweetly in his memory. Perhaps the physical fatigue of
the harvest, mixed with the natural inertia of her anæmic condition,
both had a share in bringing about a certain passivity, or perhaps
it was the change of her love from scourge to comfort which put
an end to all her old restless efforts to see him, her making of
opportunities, her fretting glances from the schoolhouse window, her
nervous strayings to church. Anyhow she did not see him till Sunday,
when her glorious castle fell.
He came into Sunday-school as usual, with a benedictory smile. Her
memories of him in his open shirt, with his face all red and shining
and his hair caked with sweat on his forehead, made her feel a little
shocked to see him again in his long black cassock, above which his
face showed waxy and white. Perhaps a touch of sunburn lingered,
but the black of his priestly garment wiped it out. Who would have
thought, said Nell to herself, that this day a week ago he had been
toiling as a farmhand, with bare arms and throat, all baked and burnt
and dirty and sweaty...?
He greeted the superintendent, and talked for a few moments at her
desk; then he came down among the teachers and their classes. Nell
wore a white blouse and a big white hat like an ox-eyed daisy. Her
book slid from her knee to the floor, and there was a scuffle among
her children as Freddie Gurr from Hazard’s Green dropped the worm
he had been nursing for comfort through the chills of his mediæval
Sunday; but she did not hear as she half rose for her greeting, then
sank back, as in the level, indifferent tones in which he had said
“Good morning, Miss Sinden—good morning, Miss Pix,” he said “Good
morning, Miss Beatup,” and passed on to “Good morning, Miss Viner.”
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