Sussex (England) -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- England -- Fiction
One of the new ideas which got into Tom’s head at Waterheel was
the desirability—indeed, the urgency—of having a “girl.” All the
chaps had girls—Bill Putland wrote to Polly Sinden at Little Worge,
though he had taken very little notice of her while he was at home;
Jerry Sumption wrote half-threatening, half-appealing scrawls to Ivy
Beatup; Kadwell and Viner had sweethearts at the Foul Mile and the
Trulilows—every evening at the Y.M.C.A. a hundred indelible pencils
travelled to and fro from tongue to paper in the service of that
god who campaigns with the god of war, and occasionally snatches
his victories. There was also the need to receive letters—a need
which Tom had never felt before, but now ached in his breast, when
at post-time he saw other men walk away tearing envelopes, while
he stood empty-handed. Thyrza wrote more often and more fully than
his mother, and he would answer quickly, to make her write again.
So closer and closer between them was drawn that link of smudged
envelopes and ruled note-paper, with their formalities of “Your
letter received quite safe,” and “Hoping this finds you well, as it
leaves me at present”—till the chain was forged which should bind
them for ever.
Thyrza pondered this in her heart. She was used to much indefinite
courtship, most of it just before lamp-time in her own little shop,
with the prelude of a “penn’orth of bull’s-eyes for the children” or
“a packet of Player’s, please.” She had also been definitely courted
once or twice in her short widowhood—by Bourner of the Forge, a
widower with five sturdy children, and Hearsfield of Mystole. She was
a type of girl who, while appealing little to her fellow-women, who
“never cud see naun in Thyrza Honey,” yet had a definite attraction
for men, by reason of that same softness and slowness for which her
own sex despised her. She had no particular wish to marry again,
and at the same time no particular objection. Her first marriage
had not been so happy as to make her anxious to repeat it, but it
had also lacked those elements of degradation which make a woman
shrink from trusting herself a second time to a master. There was too
much business and too much gossip in her life for her to feel her
loneliness as a widow, and yet she sometimes craved for the little
child which had died at birth two years ago—she “cud do wud a child,”
she sometimes said.
Tom Beatup attracted her strongly. He was much her own type—slow,
ruminative and patient as the beasts he tended—yet she saw him as
a being altogether more helpless than herself, one less able to
think and plan, one whom she could “manage” tenderly. He was not so
practical as she, and more in need of affection, of which he got
less. Thyrza sometimes pictured his round dark head upon her breast,
her arm about him, holding him there in the crook of it, both lover
and child....
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