Sussex (England) -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- England -- Fiction
They had gone to the “pictures,” but soon the moving screen had
become a dazzle to Ivy, the red darkness an enchantment, the tinkling
music an intoxication. Seagrim’s huge brown hand lay heavily on hers,
and her limbs shook as she leaned against his shoulder, almost in
silence, since they found it hard to understand each other’s speech.
The man thrilled and confused her as no other had done—whether it
was his riper age, or his almost perfect physical beauty, or some
strange animal force that thrilled his silence and slow clumsy
movements, she did not seek to tell. Self-knowledge was beyond
her—all she knew was that she could never give him the careless
chum-like affection she had given her boys, that between them there
never would be those light hearty kisses which she had so often taken
and bestowed. She felt herself languid, troubled, full of a dim
glamour that brought both delight and pain. The music, the red glow
all seemed part of her sensation, though before she used scarcely
to notice them, except to hail a popular tune or an opportunity for
caresses.
When the show ended, the soldiers offered to walk with the girls as
far as Four Wents, where the Puddledock lane joins the South Road.
Jen and the miner walked on ahead, she holding stiffly by his arm, in
a manner suitable to one demi-affianced elsewhere. Ivy and Seagrim
followed. They did not speak; his arm was about her, and every now
and then he would stop and pull her to him, dragging her up against
him in silent passion, taking from her lips kiss after kiss. The
aching passionate night looked down on them from the sky where the
great stars jigged like flames, was close to them in the hedges where
the scented night-wind fluttered, and the dim froth of chervil and
bennet swam against the hazels. For the first time Ivy seemed to feel
a hushed yet powerful life in the country which till then she had
scarcely heeded more than the music and red lamps of the show. Now
the scents that puffed out of the grass made her senses swim, the
soft sough of the wind over the fields, the distant cry of an owl in
Tillighe Wood, made her heart ache with a longing that was half its
own consummation, made her lean in a drowse of ecstasy and languor
against Seagrim’s beating heart, as he held her in the crook of his
arm, close to his side.
At the Wents the parting came, with a loud ring of laughter from Jen,
and a “pleased to ha’ met yo’” from the miner. But Ivy clung to her
man, her eyes blurred with tears, her throat husky and parched with
love as she murmured against his thick brown neck—
“I’ll be seeing you agaun?...”
“Aye, and yo’ will, li’l lass, li’l loove” ... he swore, and
straightway made tryst.
When he was gone the night still seemed full of him—his strength and
his beauty and his wonder.
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