Sussex (England) -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- England -- Fiction
Ivy was in love. The glamour had transmuted her country stuff as
surely as it transmutes more delicate substance. The spring rain
falls on the thick-stalked hogweed as on the spurred columbine, and
the divine poetry of Love had given to her, as to a more tender
nature, its unfailing gift of a new heaven and a new earth.
Her whole being seemed gathered up into Seagrim, into a strange
happiness which had its roots in pain. For the first time pain
and happiness were united in one emotion; when she was away from
him, pain was the strong partner, when with him, then happiness
prevailed—and yet not always, for sometimes in his presence her heart
swooned within her, and her face would grow pale under his kisses and
a moan stifle in her throat, and also, sometimes, when he was away, a
strange ecstasy would seize her, and all her world would shine, and
her common things of slops and guts and mire become beautiful, and
the very thought of his being dazzle all the earth....
She never told him of this, indeed she herself scarcely realised it.
She felt in her thoughts a soft confusion, a happy bewilderment,
a sweet ache, and everything was changed and everyone spoke with
a new voice—the very kitchen boards were not the same since she
met Seagrim, and her family had queer new powers of delighting
and grieving her. “I must be in love,” she said to herself, and
straightway bought her man a pound of the best tobacco at the Shop.
She was very good to him. Her hearty, generous nature found relief
in spending itself upon him. She seldom came to the meeting-place
without some present of tobacco or food—she did him a dozen little
services, mended his clothes, marked his handkerchiefs, polished his
buttons and his boots. Strangely spiritual as the depths of her love
might be, its expression was entirely practical and animal. To serve
him and caress him was her only way of revealing those dim marvels
that swam at the back of her mind.
The man himself was bewitched. Her generosity touched him, and it
would be a strange fellow indeed who would not love to hold her
to him, sweet and tumbled like an over-blown flower, and take the
softness of her parted lips and sturdy neck. Ivy was like the month
in which he wooed her—July, thick, drowsy, blooming, ripe, lacking
the subtlety of spring and the dignity of autumn, but more satisfying
to the common man who prefers enjoyment to promise or memory.
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