England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; English fiction; Families -- England -- Fiction
It was in moments such as these that Frances Freeland was herself. Her
face flushed a little and grew terribly determined. Conscious that she
was absolutely alone in the house, she ran to her bag, took out her sal
volatile, applied it vigorously to his nose, and poured a little between
his lips. She did other things to him, and not until she had brought him
round, and the best of it was already made, did she even say to herself:
'It's no use fussing; I must make the best of it.'
Then, having discovered that he felt quite comfortable—as he said—she
sat down in a chair to fan him and tremble vigorously. She would not
have allowed that movement of her limbs if it had in any way interfered
with the fanning. But since, on the contrary, it seemed to be of
assistance, she certainly felt it a relief; for, whatever age her spirit
might be, her body was seventy-three.
And while she fanned she thought of Derek as a little, black-haired,
blazing-gray-eyed slip of a sallow boy, all little thin legs and arms
moving funnily like a foal's. He had been such a dear, gentlemanlike
little chap. It was dreadful he should be forgetting himself so, and
getting into such trouble. And her thoughts passed back beyond him to
her own four little sons, among whom she had been so careful not to have
a favorite, but to love them all equally. And she thought of how their
holland suits wore out, especially in the elastic, and got green behind,
almost before they were put on; and of how she used to cut their hairs,
spending at least three-quarters of an hour on each, because she had
never been quick at it, while they sat so good—except Stanley,
and darling Tod, who WOULD move just as she had got into the comb
particularly nice bits of his hair, always so crisp and difficult! And
of how she had cut off Felix's long golden curls when he was four, and
would have cried over it, if crying hadn't always been silly! And of
how beautifully they had all had their measles together, so that she had
been up with them day and night for about a fortnight. And of how it was
a terrible risk with Derek and darling Nedda, not at all a wise match,
she was afraid. And yet, if they really were attached, of course one
must put the best face on it! And how lovely it would be to see another
little baby some day; and what a charming little mother Nedda would
make—if only the dear child would do her hair just a little differently!
And she perceived that Derek was asleep—and one of her own legs, from
the knee down. She would certainly have bad pins and needles if she did
not get up; but, since she would not wake him for the world, she must do
something else to cure it. And she hit upon this plan. She had only to
say, 'Nonsense, you haven't anything of the sort!' and it was sure to go
away. She said this to her leg, but, being a realist, she only made
it feel like a pin-cushion. She knew, however, that she had only to
persevere, because it would never do to give in. She persevered, and
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