England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; English fiction; Families -- England -- Fiction
her leg felt as if red-hot needles were being stuck in it. Then, for
the life of her, she could not help saying a little psalm. The sensation
went away and left her leg quite dead. She would have no strength in it
at all when she got up. But that would be easily cured, when she could
get to her bag, with three globules of nux vomica—and darling Derek must
not be waked up for anything! She waited thus till Nedda came back, and
then said, “Sssh!”
He woke at once, so that providentially she was able to get up, and,
having stood with her weight on one leg for five minutes, so as to be
quite sure she did not fall, she crossed back to the window, took
her nux vomica, and sat down with her tablets to note down the little
affairs she would require, while Nedda took her place beside the bed, to
fan him. Having made her list, she went to Nedda and whispered that
she was going down to see about one or two little things, and while she
whispered she arranged the dear child's hair. If only she would keep
it just like that, it would be so much more becoming! And she went
down-stairs.
Accustomed to the resources of Stanley's establishment, or at least to
those of John's and Felix's, and of the hotels she stayed at, she felt
for a moment just a little nonplussed at discovering at her disposal
nothing but three dear little children playing with a dog, and one
bicycle. For a few seconds she looked at the latter hard. If only it had
been a tricycle! Then, feeling certain that she could not make it into
one, she knew that she must make the best of it, especially as, in any
case, she could not have used it, for it would never do to leave darling
Nedda alone in the house. She decided therefore to look in every room
to see if she could find the things she wanted. The dog, who had been
attracted by her, left the children and came too, and the children,
attracted by the dog, followed; so they all five went into a room on the
ground floor. It was partitioned into two by a screen; in one portion
was a rough camp bedstead, and in the other two dear little child's
beds, that must once have been Derek's and Sheila's, and one still
smaller, made out of a large packing-case. The eldest of the little
children said:
“That's where Billy sleeps, Susie sleeps here, and I sleeps there; and
our father sleeped in here before he went to prison.” Frances Freeland
experienced a shock. To prison! The idea of letting these little things
know such a thing as that! The best face had so clearly not been put on
it that she decided to put it herself.
“Oh, not to prison, dear! Only into a house in the town for a little
while.”
It seemed to her quite dreadful that they should know the truth—it was
simply necessary to put it out of their heads. That dear little girl
looked so old already, such a little mother! And, as they stood about
her, she gazed piercingly at their heads. They were quite clean.
The second dear little thing said:
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