England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; English fiction; Families -- England -- Fiction
Peremptorily ordered by the doctor to the sea, but with instructions to
avoid for the present all excitement, sunlight, and color, Derek and
his grandmother repaired to a spot well known to be gray, and Nedda went
home to Hampstead. This was the last week in July. A fortnight spent
in the perfect vacuity of an English watering-place restored the boy
wonderfully. No one could be better trusted than Frances Freeland to
preserve him from looking on the dark side of anything, more specially
when that thing was already not quite nice. Their conversation was
therefore free from allusion to the laborers, the strike, or Bob Tryst.
And Derek thought the more. The approaching trial was hardly ever out
of his mind. Bathing, he would think of it; sitting on the gray jetty
looking over the gray sea, he would think of it. Up the gray cobbled
streets and away on the headlands, he would think of it. And, so as not
to have to think of it, he would try to walk himself to a standstill.
Unfortunately the head will continue working when the legs are at rest.
And when he sat opposite to her at meal-times, Frances Freeland would
gaze piercingly at his forehead and muse: 'The dear boy looks much
better, but he's getting a little line between his brows—it IS such a
pity!' It worried her, too, that the face he was putting on their little
holiday together was not quite as full as she could have wished—though
the last thing in the world she could tolerate were really fat cheeks,
those signs of all that her stoicism abhorred, those truly unforgivable
marks of the loss of 'form.' He struck her as dreadfully silent, too,
and she would rack her brains for subjects that would interest him,
often saying to herself: 'If only I were clever!' It was natural he
should think of dear Nedda, but surely it was not that which gave him
the little line. He must be brooding about those other things. He ought
not to be melancholy like this and let anything prevent the sea from
doing him good. The habit—hard-learned by the old, and especially the
old of her particular sex—of not wishing for the moon, or at all events
of not letting others know that you are wishing for it, had long enabled
Frances Freeland to talk cheerfully on the most indifferent subjects
whether or no her heart were aching. One's heart often did ache, of
course, but it simply didn't do to let it interfere, making things
uncomfortable for others. And once she said to him: “You know, darling,
I think it would be so nice for you to take a little interest in
politics. They're very absorbing when you once get into them. I find my
paper most enthralling. And it really has very good principles.”
“If politics did anything for those who most need things done,
Granny—but I can't see that they do.”
She thought a little, then, making firm her lips, said:
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