Something was wrong with the eyes, too. They weren't the cool, clear grey that I remembered. Celeste laughed softly. But even as she did so, her face began to twist, to change. The features seemed to run together in an incredible distortion. I tried to thrust her away from me, then. Like magic, the warm arms twined about my neck reshaped and elongated. Before my eyes, the fleshtones were transformed to grey-green mottling. Woman into Kel; Kel into woman. The end of an idyll. I began to laugh ... louder and louder; more and more wildly. When one of the two-headed men tried to shake me, I spat in his face. Furiously, he lashed out at me with the barrel of his paragun. I didn't even try to dodge the blow.... CHAPTER V SHIP OF DEATH This prison room was like the inside of a great, glowing, metal sphere. Light seemed to radiate from its very walls--strange scarlet light that washed over us in pulsing waves. Yet weird as it was, I hardly gave it a second glance, nor my companions either. Too many other things kept preying on my mind--things like the gnawing guilt that was mine for violating Kruze's orders ... the unanswered question of why I, among all men, should seethe with such headstrong hate against the Kel ... the horror of Rizal's defenses infiltrated, shattered. Above all, my jumble of mixed feelings as to Celeste. Only that was a dead end, and I knew it. Yet still her cool blonde loveliness kept slipping through the shadows of my brain. No sooner did I block the image out on one front than it came cajoling, laughing, mocking on another. I cursed aloud, and squeezed my eyes tight shut, and gripped my throbbing head between my hands. But then thick fingers gouged into my shoulder. Their pressure dragged me back from the blackened wastes of my self-recrimination; forced me once again to face the reality of this pulsing scarlet prison sphere. Wearily, blearily, I opened my eyes and looked up. Controller Alfred Kruze towered above me, his heavy body grotesque in the crimson radiance. He said, "Traynor, you know as well as I do that we'll never make it out of here alive. So I want you to know now I'm sorry I wouldn't listen to you. After your insubordination--well, try not to blame me too much; I simply didn't understand." For a moment I stared at him. My eyes blurred. I choked on my own pent-up emotions. "Controller--if I just hadn't forced Gaylord to put out that action order--" "I know. But it's not your fault; not really. I shouldn't have let those fools in Psychogen interfere with your conditioning." Kruze's heavy jowls quivered. "Besides, what does it matter now? We're all of us as good as dead." He turned as he finished; moved off in a restless, plodding circle around our dungeon's canted floor. A knot drew tight beneath my breastbone. Sick at heart, I looked from one of my companions to another.