When the third night came down with sullen blasts sweeping into a steady
storming of wind, that swung a strong melancholy howl through the
gloom, it found me so weak with cold, watching, and anxiety, and the
want of space wherein to rid my limbs of the painful cramp which
weighted them with an insupportable leaden sensation, that I had barely
power to control the boat with the oar. I pined for sleep; one hour of
slumber would, I felt, give me new life, but I durst not close my eyes.
The boat was sweeping through the dark and seething seas, and her course
had to be that of an arrow, or she would capsize and be smothered in a
breath.
Maybe I fell something delirious, for I had many strange and frightful
fancies. Indeed I doubt not it was the spirit of madness--that is
certainly tonical when small--which furnished strength enough to my arm
to steer with. It was like the action of a powerful cordial in my blood,
and the very horrors it fed my brain with were an animation to my
physical qualities. The gale became a voice; it cried out my name, and
every shout of it past my ear had the sound of the word 'Despair!' I
witnessed the forms of huge phantoms flying over the boat; I watched the
beating of their giant wings of shadow and heard the thunder of their
laughter as they fled ahead, leaving scores of like monstrous shapes to
follow. There was a faint lightning of phosphor in the creaming heads of
the ebon surges, and my sick imagination twisted that pallid complexion
into the dim reflection of the lamps of illuminated pavilions at the
bottom of the sea; mystic palaces of green marble, radiant cities in the
measureless kingdoms of the ocean gods. I had a fancy of roofs of pearl
below, turrets of milk-white coral, pavements of rainbow lustre like to
the shootings and dartings of the hues of shells inclined and trembled
to the sun. I thought I could behold the movements of shapes as
indeterminable as the forms which swarm in dreams, human brows crowned
with gold, the cold round emerald eyes of fish, the creamy breasts of
women, large outlines slowly floating upwards, making a deeper blackness
upon the blackness like the dye of the electric storm upon the velvet
bosom of midnight. Often would I shrink from side to side, starting from
a fancied apparition leaping into terrible being out of some hurling
block of liquid obscurity.
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