Fantasy fiction; Heaven -- Fiction; Hell -- Fiction; Unfinished books
“Had they but known my power to smash their Church I think they would
have prayed to me instead,” he went on. “I was their God Omnipotent
their Lord most merciful, the author of their being and their king.
Yet they despised and knew me not. They mocked my power, would not
acknowledge me, and prayed to be delivered from my kingdom—licking
the very golden dust about my feet the while. Have I not forgiven them
time on time? have I not overlooked their follies? Led them gently
by the still waters, soothed their stricken consciences, smoothed
their guilty paths? Have I not given them gifts for slander, kindness
for contempt—and what is my reward? They renounce me—me and all
my works—the pomps and vanities of the world I gave them and those
delightful pleasures born from flesh. What a thankless office then is
mine! I who give all and get nothing but renunciation for all that I
have done. Why, even the poorest worm of earth would turn beneath the
treatment, and transforming itself into the snake or serpent take God’s
voice and utter blasphemy. I, Lucifer, son of the Light, son of the
Morning, son of God, an you will, how meek am I become to let mankind
walk over me and pry into hell to see my chains and weakness.”
He spoke in that low, contemptuous voice that had the power to cut like
knives.
“Therefore,” he continued, “because they renounce me, I renounce
them, being but a jealous God, and then I punish them and they say,
‘Nevertheless, not my will but thine,’ and look the other way, so that
I am not even held responsible for that, and may torture and torment
them as I will.”
“And those who do your will,” said I, “those who do it and swear
allegiance to you—what of them?”
For one moment he drew himself up, and pride more strong than I had
ever seen before passed o’er his features. Then suddenly he unbent
again and answered,—
“There is a word, a little word—a long one—with a meaning human
dictionary never yet explained to fulness, and it is ‘ingratitude.’
And yet,” he continued, “they are happy enough under my rule. I am an
indulgent monarch, even merciful; I rarely punish, and I feed them
well, and I allow them individual work. Through the countless ages that
the ball has rolled they have worked well. They carry out my directions
to the utmost letter, so that I rarely need to work on earth myself,
since they swamp it in vulgarity and mediocrity; things generated from
themselves as slaves, having no part in me. They carry out temptation
far better than ever I could do, because they understand the pigmy
minds they govern, and work themselves all round them, whereas I might
pass with a contemptuous smile, heeding and caring not.”
“Yet,” I rejoined, “you paid great attention in this church.”
“’Twas a full-dress rehearsal,” he said. “Now they will go to earth,
and whisper in the minds of church-goers. I came unexpectedly to see if
all was right, and, as you see, it was so.”
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