'It does. It bores him to hear about it. It doesn't amuse him; he
doesn't think it's funny--and it's not particularly--and w-what's the
good of making bores of ourselves?'
Betty regarded him thoughtfully.
'I don't think he's so easily bored as all that, you know.'
Tommy remained gloomy.
A curious element had come, just of late, into his relations with
Venables--the element of embarrassment. How it began he could not have
said, nor whence it sprang. It was unfortunate, as they saw so extremely
much of Venables. More and more Tommy left him to Betty, refusing to
make a third in their expeditions and amusements. Yet he liked Venables;
he liked him as much as he had liked him at first, when the meeting face
to face had carried him back curiously to the old days of school
hero-worship. Now, for the last few weeks, he had become growingly
silent in his presence; the difficulty of conversation made him rather
angry; it was a difficulty he was unused to, and he could not account
for it. It oppressed him, too, now, in Miss Varley's presence; the
achievement of intimacy did not progress. Tommy supposed it might have
something to do with Lent; Lent often affected one's spirits
unfavourably. Life in general, in fact, was rather a bore. Tommy told
Betty so.
'I'm tired of being overworked,' he remarked. 'I wish I wasn't a
newspaper man. I wish I wrote novels, like Mrs. Venables. Let's write a
novel, Betty. I wish I had a motor-car to play with, like Venables. I
wish we were older, Betty--old enough to go home to Santa Caterina and
live in peace on our hard-won earnings. Let's chuck it and go. We've got
enough, if we leave our debts behind us, and eat like moderate
Christians, and are out of reach of shops. What's the good of fooling
here, and never having enough to live on, and--and----'
His stammer or his disgust choked the rest of his grievances from his
lips.
Betty looked sympathetic.
'You'll feel better in the morning,' she said, 'if it's a fine day.'
She was standing by the open window, leaning out into the soft darkness.
From the narrow steep alley below, and from the wide lit thoroughfare
into which it ran, the cheerful revel of Naples at night hummed up.
'Let's come out,' said Betty, 'into the streets.'
And the two seekers after a quiet life strolled through the city
together. They returned home a little after midnight, having made a very
heroic and quite successful fight against care.
CHAPTER VII
RETROSPECT WITH THE SEARCH-LIGHT
'D'autres jours ouvriront les portes,
La forêt garde les verrous,
La forêt brûle autour de nous,
C'est la clarté des feuilles mortes,
Qui brûlent sur le seuil des portes....'
MAETERLINCK.
At the end of the first week in March the Venables went to Sicily; they
would stay there, probably, for the rest of the month.
'So for three weeks we shan't have a chance of eating too much at
lunch,' Tommy remarked, on the evening after they had gone. 'Pity, isn't
it? I loved those lunches.'
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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