Italy -- History -- 1815-1870 -- Fiction; Italy -- History -- Revolution of 1848 -- Fiction; Revolutionaries -- Fiction
THE autumn and winter passed uneventfully. Arthur was reading hard and
had little spare time. He contrived to get a glimpse of Montanelli once
or oftener in every week, if only for a few minutes. From time to time
he would come in to ask for help with some difficult book; but on these
occasions the subject of study was strictly adhered to. Montanelli,
feeling, rather than observing, the slight, impalpable barrier that
had come between them, shrank from everything which might seem like an
attempt to retain the old close relationship. Arthur's visits now caused
him more distress than pleasure, so trying was the constant effort to
appear at ease and to behave as if nothing were altered. Arthur, for his
part, noticed, hardly understanding it, the subtle change in the Padre's
manner; and, vaguely feeling that it had some connection with the vexed
question of the “new ideas,” avoided all mention of the subject with
which his thoughts were constantly filled. Yet he had never
loved Montanelli so deeply as now. The dim, persistent sense of
dissatisfaction, of spiritual emptiness, which he had tried so hard to
stifle under a load of theology and ritual, had vanished into nothing at
the touch of Young Italy. All the unhealthy fancies born of loneliness
and sick-room watching had passed away, and the doubts against which he
used to pray had gone without the need of exorcism. With the awakening
of a new enthusiasm, a clearer, fresher religious ideal (for it was more
in this light than in that of a political development that the
students' movement had appeared to him), had come a sense of rest and
completeness, of peace on earth and good will towards men; and in this
mood of solemn and tender exaltation all the world seemed to him full of
light. He found a new element of something lovable in the persons whom
he had most disliked; and Montanelli, who for five years had been his
ideal hero, was now in his eyes surrounded with an additional halo, as
a potential prophet of the new faith. He listened with passionate
eagerness to the Padre's sermons, trying to find in them some trace of
inner kinship with the republican ideal; and pored over the Gospels,
rejoicing in the democratic tendencies of Christianity at its origin.
One day in January he called at the seminary to return a book which he
had borrowed. Hearing that the Father Director was out, he went up to
Montanelli's private study, placed the volume on its shelf, and was
about to leave the room when the title of a book lying on the table
caught his eyes. It was Dante's “De Monarchia.” He began to read it and
soon became so absorbed that when the door opened and shut he did not
hear. He was aroused from his preoccupation by Montanelli's voice behind
him.
“I did not expect you to-day,” said the Padre, glancing at the title of
the book. “I was just going to send and ask if you could come to me this
evening.”
“Is it anything important? I have an engagement for this evening; but I
will miss it if------”
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