a moment's thought I added, "And she is certainly not his sister."
* * * * *
In this way two whole weeks passed. I visited the Gagins every day.
Assja seemed to shun me. She indulged in no more of those extravagances
which had so astonished me on the first days of our acquaintance. It
seemed to me that she was secretly troubled or perplexed. Neither did
she laugh so much. I observed her with interest.
She spoke French and German indifferently well, but one could see in
everything that she had not been in the hands of women since her
childhood, and the strange, desultory education which she had received
had nothing in common with Gagin's. In spite of the Vandyk hat and the
painter's blouse, the delicate, almost effeminate Russian nobleman was
always apparent in him; but she was not in the least like a noblewoman.
In all her movements there was something unsteady. Here was a graft
lately made, wine not yet fermented. Naturally of a timid and shy
disposition, she yet was annoyed by her own timidity, and in her
vexation she compelled herself to be unconcerned and at her ease, in
which she did not always succeed. Several times I turned the
conversation to her life in Russia, her past. She answered my questions
reluctantly. I learned, however, that she had lived in the country for a
long time before her travels. Once I found her with a book. She was
alone. Her head supported by both hands, the fingers twisted deep in her
hair, she was devouring the words with her eyes.
"Bravo!" I called out to her on entering. "You are very busy."
She raised her head and looked at me with great gravity and earnestness.
"Do you really think that I can do nothing but laugh?" she said, and was
about to withdraw.
I glanced at the title of the book; it was a French novel.
"I can't commend your choice," I said.
"What shall I read then?" she cried. And throwing her book on the table,
she added, "It's better that I fill up my time with nonsense," and with
this she ran out into the garden.
That evening I read "Hermann and Dorothea" aloud to Gagin. At first
Assja occupied herself rather noisily near us, then suddenly ceased and
became attentive, seated herself quietly beside me, and listened to the
reading to the end. On the following day I was again puzzled by her mood
till it occurred to me that she had been seized with a whim to be
womanly and discreet like Dorothea. In a word, she was an enigmatical
creature. Full of conceit and irritable as she was, she attracted me
even while she made me angry. I was more and more convinced that she was
not Gagin's sister. His behavior toward her was not that of a brother;
it was too gentle, too considerate, and at the same time a little
constrained. A singular occurrence seemed, by every token, to confirm my
suspicions.
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