One evening, when I came to the vineyard where the Gagins lived, I found
the gate locked. Without much thought I went to a broken place which I
had often noticed in the wall, and sprang over. Not far from this place,
and aside from the path, there was a small clump of acacia. I had
reached it, and was on the point of passing it. Suddenly I heard Assja's
voice, the words spoken excitedly and through tears:
"No. I will love no one but you: no, no--you alone and for ever!"
"Listen, Assja. Compose yourself," replied Gagin. "You know that I
believe you." I heard the voices of both in the arbor. I saw both
through the sparse foliage. They were not aware of my presence.
"You--you alone," she repeated, threw herself on his neck, and clinging
to his breast, she kissed him amid violent sobs. "Come, enough," he
said, while he smoothed her hair gently with his hand.
For a moment I stood motionless. Suddenly I recollected myself. Enter
and join them? For nothing in the world! it shot through my brain. With
hasty steps I gained the wall, leaped it, and reached my dwelling almost
on the run. I laughed, rubbed my hands together, and congratulated
myself on the chance which had so unexpectedly confirmed my suspicion
(whose truth I had not doubted for an instant); but my heart was heavy.
"They dissemble well?" I thought. "And for what purpose? Why do they
wish to amuse themselves at my expense? I would not have thought it of
them!" What a disturbing discovery it was!
* * * * *
I slept ill, and on the following day I rose early, buckled on my
knapsack, and after telling my landlady not to expect me at night, I
turned my steps toward the mountains, following the stream on which the
town of S---- is built. These mountains are very interesting from a
geological point of view; they are particularly remarkable for the
regularity and purity of their basaltic formations; but I was not bent
on geological investigation. I could give no account to myself of my own
feelings. One thing, however, was clear: I had not the least desire to
see the Gagins. I insisted to myself that the only ground of my sudden
distaste for their society lay in vexation at their falseness.
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