"Don't English people pay when they lose?" she asked after a long
pause.
Again he coloured.
"Why, yes," he said hurriedly. "Yes, of course, only----"
"Only what?"
"Nothing--nothing. It was only that I thought you wanted----"
"I wanted you not to encourage him. I never wanted you to think that he
isn't a gentleman."
She made the statement with perfect naturalness, as though the subject
was one of common, everyday discussion. According to her code of
honour, she was justified in putting every possible bar to her father's
weakness; but where the bar had proved useless, where the weakness had
conquered and the deed she disapproved of had been accomplished, then
the matter, to her thinking, had passed out of her hands. Her judgment
ceased to be individual and became the judgment of her race.
As she looked at Milbanke's perplexed, concerned face, her expression
changed, and she smiled. The smile was gracious and reassuring, but
below the graciousness lay a tinge of tolerant indulgence.
"We won't talk about it any more," she said. "I don't suppose you can
be expected to understand." And suddenly raising her head, she whistled
to the dogs.
During the remainder of the walk Milbanke was very silent. Perplexed
and yet fascinated by the problem, his mind dwelt unceasingly upon this
strange position into which the chances of a day or two had thrown him.
The bonds that drew him to his entertainers, and the gulf that
separated him from them, were so tangible and yet so illusive. In every
outward respect they were his fellow beings; they spoke the same
language, wore the same dress, ate the same food, and yet
unquestionably they were creatures of different fibre. He felt
curiously daunted and curiously attracted by the peculiar fact.
To appreciate the difference between the Englishman and the Irishman
one must see the latter in his native atmosphere. It is there that his
faults and his virtues take on their proper values; there that his
innate poetry, his reckless generosity, his prodigal hospitality have
fullest scope; there that his primitive narrowness of outlook, his
antiquated sense of honour and his absurdly sensitive self-esteem are
most vividly backgrounded. Outside his own country, he is merely a
subject of a great Empire, possessing, perhaps, a sharper wit and a
more ingratiating manner than his fellow-subjects of colder
temperament; but in his natural environment he stands out pre-eminently
as a peculiar development--the product of a warm-blooded, intelligent,
imaginative race that by some oversight of Nature has been pushed aside
in the march of the nations.
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