The Game and the CandleIngram, Eleanor M. (Eleanor Marie)
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The Game and the Candle
Ingram, Eleanor M. (Eleanor Marie)
Fiction
"I want you to know, it is your right to know," he answered, with a very
fierceness of pride and sorrow. "I am going to place in your power more
than you have given me to-day. Hand me to those who hunt me, give me the
pistol promised and the word to use it, but keep my confidence. Forgive
me, I am not distrustful, only trying to show what I mean."
"I understand."
Allard looked down at the polished surface of the table, his pallor
deepening if possible, then suddenly brought his eyes back to Stanief's
and began to speak.
It was a very quiet story, very quietly told. It had never occurred to
the Anglo-Saxon Allard to idealize his course into heroism; even
mistaken heroism. Rather, he had learned to see more clearly, to condemn
himself, during those long, bitter months. He bore no resentment for the
punishment inflicted; simply it seemed to him that he had paid enough.
Over the weeks of suffering in the hospital, the bitterness of the
public trial with its torturing dread of recognition, he passed in a few
brief words. Of Theodora he spoke only as his cousin and as Robert's
betrothed; yet dimly he felt that the mute Stanief was reading all he
left untold.
"There was no other way," he concluded, and the phrase was the key-note
to all. "Undoubtedly it was the wrong way, but there was no other I
could find, and I had to take care of them."
So far he had spoken of those he loved merely by their relationship. It
was the final trust that Stanief asked by his next question:
"Will you tell me your name?"
And Allard laid his heart in the other's hand.
"John Leslie Allard," he answered.
There was an instant's pause. Stanief folded his arms on the table and
spoke in his turn with no less quiet sincerity.
"Of the ethics of what you have told me, Monsieur Allard, I am perhaps
not a good judge. I come from one of the world's greatest countries,
where from sovereign to peasant necessity is an excuse for all things. I
have seen the highest officials of the state stoop to accept systematic
bribery; I have seen nobles whose blood was filtered unmixed through
centuries, tricking one another and the Emperor who trusted them; I have
seen the commanders of the army selling for private gain the supplies
which stood between their soldiers and starvation. In what you have done
I confess to realizing nothing but incredible courage and
self-sacrifice, possibly misdirected. But the result has been to leave
you alone, as I stand alone in a different sense, so placing a bond
between us. There is no one in my world to whom I could give the trust I
offer you. Offer merely: I have done for you no more than you did in
warning me against Dancla to-day, and you owe me nothing. You are
absolutely free; will you cast your fortune with me, or shall I set you
down in some one of the European ports at which we shall touch?"
Allard bent forward to lay his hand in the one so frankly extended. He
remembered Stanief's name now, and remembering, comprehended many
things.
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