Platonic love -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Schoolboys -- England -- Fiction; Teenage boys -- England -- Fiction
A long silence followed. If Brocklehurst were surprised by his new
friend’s last words, he at least showed nothing. The wind stirred
faintly above their heads, and a flock of rooks flew homeward across
the grey sky. It was already getting late. The world seemed to have
floated into a clinging frosty haze, through which a golden moon
gleamed, rising slowly up above the bare, desolate fields.
‘We had better be going back,’ Brocklehurst said. ‘It is getting dark.’
They walked slowly toward the school through the gathering dusk. To
feel his companion close beside him, and to be alone with him like
this, gave Graham an exquisite pleasure. If only he could be brave
enough to put his hand upon his shoulder! All the way home he kept
telling himself he would do so when they reached such and such a point
in the road; but each time a curious shyness deterred him, each time
his courage failed him; and when they at last reached the school,
and his opportunity was gone, he felt as if he had allowed something
precious and unrecoverable to slip away for ever.
IV
Graham lay upon his back, his eyes wide open. All around him he could
hear the silence――a silence broken every now and again by some faint
sound from one or another of the boys who shared his dormitory. It
was more than an hour since the lights had been put out, and all save
himself were fast asleep; but he lay awake still, thinking of the
afternoon that had just passed, and of the strange emotion it had
swept into his life. He wondered how it could have come about, and he
pondered old tales he had read――some of them long ago――tales of a pagan
world, in which this wonderful passion of friendship, then so common,
had played its part. Returning to him now, they wore a new and added
beauty, a meaning he had only dreamed before, but which at present
filled his mind with a kind of heavenly radiance. Might not his own
friendship be just the same?... Might not it, too, be something more
than a mere romantic reverie, than the shadow of a beautiful dream?
He felt an exquisite happiness in giving way to his tenderness, in
letting his imagination run on and on, like a swift, strong river, in
an ever-changing dream of love. It was as if by merely stretching out
his hand he had touched the poetry, the soul of existence; it was as if
by stretching out his hand he had awakened another spirit to beat its
wings within his own.
‘Spirit of Beauty, that dost consecrate
With thine own hues all thou dost shine upon.’
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