Platonic love -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Schoolboys -- England -- Fiction; Teenage boys -- England -- Fiction
Graham smiled. Then suddenly he saw the opening for which he had been
waiting. ‘One of the signs of a real friendship is not to be afraid to
speak openly to your friend of all that concerns both him and you.’
‘Ah, that means you have something rather unpleasant to tell me,
doesn’t it?’ Brocklehurst inquired with a not unkindly irony. ‘Friends
should have no secrets from each other, I expect?’
‘They ought to share everything,’ Graham replied simply; ‘and more than
anything else they ought to share their thoughts.’
Brocklehurst paused. ‘Shall we sit down here,’ he asked, with a faint
sigh, ‘before we begin?’
‘You make it very hard for me,’ Graham murmured, colouring a little.
‘Ah, you mustn’t mind that.’
They seated themselves on the trunk of a fallen tree, and a rather
awkward silence followed.
Below them the ground sloped down, forming a little glen of trees and
brambles, through which a narrow stream ran. The sunlight threading its
way between the branches turned the raindrops upon the mossy grass to
tiny globes of fire; and everywhere there was the fresh, life-giving
smell of spring, of earth and moist vegetation. Brocklehurst sat with
his chin between his hands; and his face, absolutely immobile, might
have been carved in bronze. The corners of his mouth were drooped; and
a deep line was drawn down his forehead between his eyes; his eyes,
almost black in colour, gazed out straight before him. He appeared to
be completely oblivious to Graham’s presence, to everything save his
own thoughts, and the latter began to wonder a little as to what was
passing in his mind.
And as he wondered a new world seemed to dawn upon his consciousness――a
world where good and evil no longer stood so very far apart, were no
longer so fixedly opposed to each other, so indissoluble as they had
been, but were, rather, bound up together, inexplicably and hopelessly,
almost defying disentanglement. A moment ago everything had been so
clear, so plain before him; now, when he looked up, the sun was a
little clouded over, and the whole colour and meaning of life stained
with a darker hue. It seemed to him that he had been living in an
atmosphere of dreamy idealism, the fruit of a plentiful lack of
knowledge; and it did not occur to him that his ignorance had been
beautiful, springing, as it did, not from stupidity, but from a peculiar
type of mind, and an inexperience of life, of evil, even of sorrow. And
a great compassion for the boy beside him welled up in his heart.
‘Do you think I tell you everything, then?’ Brocklehurst asked
suddenly, a half-mocking smile hovering at the corners of his mouth,
but in his voice just the faintest tremor.
Graham kept his eyes carefully averted from him. ‘I think you would
like to,’ he answered slowly.
Brocklehurst shook his head. ‘No; I shouldn’t like to.’
‘Well then, you――you can’t trust me very much.’
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